♥ Wednesday, October 29, 2008@1:53 AM
Chapter 8 - Failure is the Mother of Success
♥ Waiting for the Goddess to Descend ♥♥ Love ♥ Love ♥ Love ♥
♥ Hugging in the Rain ♥
♥ My arms are here to protect you ♥
♥ I will make your heart again ♥
♥ Clear your mind ♥
Current mood -
Neutral
♥ Quote of the Day - Failure is the Mother of Success, I will never stop loving you ♥
♥ Message of the Day - Are you going to give me a cold shoulder for the rest of your life? 0: Don't look at me like a migratory bird.♥
~ A Day of Reverence ~
12.00 - Woke up (: Lols quite late right? Because I slept at 3am (: so I sleep for 9hours O.O (:
Longest night I ever had this year ):
Anyway need to wake up because someone called me on the phone): zzzzzzZzzzz
Nevermind, got to thank him though (: If not I will be still on my bed ):
Anyway, went straight to toilet because my hair looks stupid ):
12.30 - Bathed and "Groomed" (:
Refreshing and Enticing (:
Well, Skipped breakfast, as you could not count eating at 12.30 breakfast (:
Ate some snacks, mainly Super Rings and Kit Kat (: ALL MY FAV!!!
1.30 - LUNCH (:
Ate Fried Chicken (: muahaahah Delicious, But I think I gained some fats ):
I think my maid got the hang of cooking a delicious meal (: hahas
I wanna learn to cook le ^^ Sounds fun
2.00 - Played DOTA with clement and Cousin all the way till 5pm ):
Wa Lifeless le, haixhaixhaix ): ):
We lost all the games, partly because I was really angry that everyone thought Zen|F is a clan -.-"
Anyway, they keep scolding us -.-" which made us scold back, although we tried to control the fire, but to no avail ): ):
Another factor is because Ming jie is not playing -.-"
Now he is known to me as "Pang Seh" king ):
Very angry with him, but nevermind, even without him we can soar.
But anyways, because of him, we have 2 public guys in our team which make us very disorganize.
Then clement almost going to return to his habit ):
Well, we lost due to our hot-headness and little of our "skills" ):
Next time when playing dota must stay calm (:
Or maybe I get a fluorine toothpaste (:
As it's said that flourine milds the nerves ):
Do you feel cheated? As they say fluorine actually whitens your teeth. ):
5.30 - Very bored, cause keep on lose and keep on spending time in front of computer, eyes are tired. ): ): ):
I went to my piano bench and sat, looking outside the window at the distant green trees (:
Longing for some great miracles to happen ( Contradicting my previous post huh?) ):
But the miracles never did happened
Anyway I played a bit of piano too (:
Songs are namely - Dandelion's Promise | The Musician | Sadness and Sorrow |
Clement also introduce me one game known as, Atlantica ^^ It's kinda fun and it's turned-based strategy game (: So it needs quick reflexes. (:
Cool, My download speed much faster than his (:
What I finish downloading by 1.5hours, he took 3hours, cool huh? (:
6.00 - Really cannot take the heaviness of my eyelids ): ):
Went back to bed, really a pig hor? -.-"
Slept all the way to dinner ^^
Dreamt of a serene place full of butterflies (:
7.15 - Woke up, not exactly refreshed ): ):
Guys, I have a question to ask.
Seriously, why do we always wake up and find ourselves much more tired than before we sleep? That's when we take a nap isn't it? Or is it because we were still at dreamland? ):
So ate dinner, which was like so feng fu (:
4 dishes ^^
7.45 - I am picking up fruit-eating again (:
Ate lots of watermelon today, I could had been in a watermelon spree ^^
Just that I can't resist the temptation of juicy watermelons (:
I ate more than my sister -.-" she ate some papaya and mangoes too ^^
8.30 - Back to Atlantica with clement -.-"
He very funny, keep on take my kills and my loot -.-"
I kill, he take, I kil he take ):
But I did the same to him too (:
SO fair fair ^^
9.00 - Bathed again (: Refreshed and rejuvenated ^_^
My nose are full of pimples -.-" omg
I think I going lazer treatment la 0.-"
Acne is killing me currently, not dengue ):
9.30 - Back to Atlantica again (:
Well, this time I go steal clement's kill (:
Wow, he lvl 9 le -.-"
Always ps me de.........
10.45 - DOTAed with clement and cousin again):
Cousin said he would DC anytime, but I think thats crap. ):
Anyway, lost again -.-" Today seems cursed, keep on losing -.-"
Well, If there is no Fall, there wouldn't be Rise isn't it?
Failure is the Mother of Success, there you have my title (:
11.30 - Played DOTA again -.-"
THIS TIME FINALLY WIN
Actually because of my cousin la, he very professional
But before he become professional, we helped him (:
So thats how teamwork works (:
12.30 - Talked with my cousin on the phone -.-"
Well, didn't know so much to chat about, we chat for 1.5hours man. ):
It's like talking with her, only that this one is with a man lols. (:
Ok, Talked about DOTA and how to improve DOTA skills -.-"
3.00 - Read Brisingr, zzzz seriously I very slow on that book. -.-" ): ):
I could not concentrate on the book le ): Too tired le
3.50 NOW - Even while typing this post, I feel like sleeping, eyelids are both drooping ):
My fingers keep on typing wrong words. ):
And my mind has been inflicted by serious thoughts, of Love. ):
Of how I was, after that declaration, Ignored or cast aside ):
While I guess this is what they call - Aftermath of Love ):
The part where love is found one-sided, unrequited love is the most painful of all ):
Which is whats happening to me now. ):
Woots I am the only one awake and active on msn now (:
♥ Photo of the Day ♥
See those two love birds? (:
I am "jealous" of them -.-"
They are so lovely and loving with each other (:
I wish we were like them, but lets say that wishing for miracles are useless (: as my love is unrequited. ):
Anyway, you have your life, and if you don't want me to intervene, I won't, But I still Love you no matter how bad you make me feel. (:
p.s. Will we return to the days where we had romantic nights of laughter? I really hope that day wouldn't be a miracle, I hope it will be reality, I will make it reality.
LOVES ♥
♥ To All My Friends - Would you stop psing me?! I Adore You ♥
♥ To My Family And Small Family - Hope you guys miss me (: I Miss You ♥
♥ To _You_ - Your voice is the song of the mermaids, I Love You~♥
Summary (:, ):, -.-", ♥
----> Smiles (: - 37
----> Sad Faces ): - 34
----> Diao Faces -.-" - 16
----> Loves ♥ - 27
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70mins for Blogging (:
Serously into it (: It's kinda fun.
O yeah, forgot to mention,
I will be leaving for cambodia on thursday which means thursday 6am (:
It's kinda early and we need to reach the airport by 3am So I won't be blogging tomorrow and for the rest of the 6 days there (:
I hope you guys will miss this blog's update because I put a lot of effort into updating (:
Well, at most I will leave my will here (:
♥ My Will ♥
If something were to happen to me at Cambodia,
♥I will have this blog tell my Mum and Dad " I Love You" and appreciate your guidance and care. I am sorry I am not that filial as a son, but I will be. And the effort you made for bringing me into life. I very cherished my life and lived it to the fullest (:
♥I will have this blog tell my sister that, although sometimes you are a pain in my ass, but I still Adore you and care for you (: It's so wonderful having such a great sister like yourself (: Take care.
♥To Hippo and Hotdog - Hey you guys must keep sleeping on my bed to keep it warm alright? I will come back now and then to visit (:
♥ To my Cousins, Small Family, Eh sometimes you guys must bring hippo to mid valley alright? I will be right behind (: So you guys must take care alright? (: hahas, make sure you all end up really become good sons and daughters (:
♥I will have this blog tell my teachers, Hey thanks for putting in knowledge into my brain (: But I think its kinda late for me to use it now Thanks for everything, I appreciate it.
♥I will have this blog tell my friends, Guys continue to live your life (: As Life is short, we could die any moment. Live your life to the fullness, Cherish everything, Family, Friends and LOVE! Because you had been such wonderful friends, I want to thank you guys (: For making my life FULL.
---> Clement, Although you sometimes seem a bit harsh, but nevermind thats your personality (: Anyway I learned a number of things from you too (:
---> Huang Suan, You have been such good friends and Gay friend who had been standing by me from the day I was admitted to Swiss Cottage (: I thank you for that (:
---> Wan qin, Woooooo wanqin, you had given me strength at my lowest, help me out of troubles, stand by me, although sometimes a bit kinda too straightforward, I like your personality. Thanks (:
---> Gerald, hey this is the blissful guy!!! Hey, you are the only guy that I respected -.- ' Notice the past tense (: LOLS. ok la. Cause you are so blissful that I don't respect you anymore (: kidding, well you had been such great friend and I always remember the times when we both were at the movies (: hahas
---> Ming Jie, Eh Pang Seh king, I don't have anything to say to you, but nevermind, I forget the part where you pang seh me. Ok you had been very nurturing to me with your cute looks and chubby face. It fills my Life. And with you keep asking me questions, I grow quickly then I expected. Stay the Way you are (: Chuuby Chubby (:
---> Daniel, hey Rejoice I am mentioning you here (: hahas joking, well although you were really pervert, I think you had some good points, like, erm, well, erm, like helping me out with getting away frm hair troubles?? HAHS.
---> Shaw, Lols ok the maths genius is here. -.-" Anyway thanks for everything you "Taught" me (: you had been a great friend by comparing our hair length (: hahas. Take care (: pursue your aerospace dream (:
---> Jordan, although I don't really know you very well, (: but ok la, you had been very good friend by telling me how to change? I think you did that (: hahas.
---> Jing Xian, Woooo black guy (: jkjk, well at least your smiles and your gayness help me find smiles at my lowest moments (: I will remember you, even in death (:
---> Jia Ying, Your livelihood has made me find meaning in life in a way and another, with your smiles and "hi-fis" brings smiles to my face (:
---> Wei chong, erm, well, I dunno why I mentioning you here but nevermind. This is what I really think about you. Here goes - Even if the whole class despises you, or your attitude, or your smelliness. I for one, don't really think that matters, I think that your friendship with me has been a fruitful one (: Hope you would be less aggressive next time (:
---> Jia Wei, er, I think I feel that you hated me a lot, but nevertheless, I still treat you as a rare friend. As all my friends are rare and hard to find, I would like to cherish this friendship with you too. So ya, You have been a really good friend by joking with me and cracking jokes (: Thanks for putting smiles on my face (:
---> Larry and his gang, Erm, You guys must be hating me now , but nevermind, I still wanna cherish this friendship by remembering the good times where we crack jokes together and played arm-wrestling (: Still none has beaten me (: Jia you guys! Both in sports and academic (:
---> To my Sworn brothers(special), As life is short, Its time for you guys to pursue your future, Cherish the time with friends and remember me always (: ok? Although I wasn't a good younger 'brother' Still, I had been your brother yes? (:
---> To Cherish 7, I have nothing to say, but erm, take care ya? (: Pursue your dreams (:
---> To Jia min, -.-" you always hate me de ): I wonder why, tell me someday will you? When I
come and visit you in your dreams (: Yup take care. You had been such a wonderful friend by hating me and make me understand what a girl can do if you offend her -.-" (:
---> Leslie, Hey big guy, I can't believe I won you in arm wrestling (: Ok well, take care ya? Thanks for being my friend although you were of different race, I still liked you, as a friend (: p.s. Must win her over alright? (: I will be watching over you in heaven (:
♥I will have this blog tell my classmates that pursue your dreams even if it seems unrealistic, because believing is creating!!!
♥I will have this blog tell my scouts mate that - We have gone through fire and ice together, I still remember the times at PLTC, December camp Sec 2, which was close to hell where we hike (: Therefore let's meet again at my next life (:
♥I will have this blog, tell you readers, that although something happened, but my heart is still here at my blog and there, at her side, living to protect you.
Ya and lastly, Gerald, don't forget to help me tell her ok? (: Thanks
Omg, this makes it sounds like I am really dying, but better save then sorry (:
I rather die without regrets (:
End of Chapter # 8
♥ Waiting for the Goddess to Descend ♥
DBSK - Jinwei (: