The Art of Tarot- Celtic Cross
Card of the Day- High Priestess Reversed(II)

It Concludes-
Wisdom, Intuition, Decisions, Authority & Dreams.

It Adopts-
The High Priestess is the female sage, goddess of knowledge who brings insight, integrity, and wisdom. She is also known as the Papess, the female counterpart of card IV, The Hierophant, or Pope. Numbered II, she symbolizes duality and a link between the consious and the unconcious mind. Her open book represents her learning, and the pomegranate, Fruitfullness.

The Reversed meaning-
In The Reversed Position, The High Priestess warns against heeding bad advice. Someon whom you had thought reliable is not sincere, so it is likely that you are let down by an authority figure or older member of the family. You could also be rushed into making a decision withouht due consideration. Take your time and choose confidants with care.

My Opinion-
Due to the extraordinary events, The High Priestess (II), The Empress (III) & The Emperor (IV) all happened to turn up altogether. I was surprised. How could this be? What is the divine interpretation of this? So I stop to think for a moment, The High Priestess warns me against people who are not sincere, while the Empress ensures me of a conventional relationship lastly, the Emperor gives me his support in any venture, to make it sucessful.

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Endless Forest of Green,
Brings Greenery,
What do Green mean to you?
A scenery? A Place here we belong?
It won't be anymore.
The world is ending, by piling junks.
Soon the World will decompose,
and she will take us along.

We, humans, take everything for granted,
not knowing the conseqences of our actions,
not caring for the place that is lodging us over the years.
We just let it rot,
till there is nothing accept the tears of those who grieve,
for our World,
for our place of solitary,
for our friends.

Soon, all of us, will perish together,
If we don't cooperate soon.
Darkness is abundant,
Knifes are everywhere,
Stabbing, Slashing, even de-limbing.
What else can compare to these gruesome act?

Why do we work so hard for our cause?
For the ones we love?
For the ones we care for?
For the ones whom are precious to us?
For ourselves so that we..........


Distance from heaven,
Help cannot reach Earth in time,
So we could only fend for ourselves,
having heard this,
will we work together and bring a better World?
Or Corrupt and Perish to notingness?
The choice is laid,
The answers have been given.

What will yours be?
I will hear from you.

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Monday
Got back chemistry quiz,
14/15.. Oh wait, the teacher marked wrongly,
so I got 15/15 full marks,
But when i see the look on her face,
I feel a sense of remorse,
I shouldn't have surpass her like that.
This will cause her to have a sense of insecurity.
Isn't it?
I ponder.

Tuesday
Today was a fiasco,
Social studies test,
got 8/12 below average.
What have i done to deserve this?
Not a word of thanks?
Well I don't mind,
for I have done my very best, for her.
What can I do more for her?
Can anyone tell me?
I ponder

Way of the Tarot- Celtic cross
Card for the day- Wheel Of Fortune(Numbered X)

It Concludes-
Chance, Beginnings, Endings & Dreams.

It Adopts-
The Wheel Of Fortune is numbered X in the Major arcana, which, including O, The Fool, marks the half-way point in the Tarot cycle. Having embarked on the inner journey sparked by The Hermit, a crossroads is now reached. Yet as the turn of the wheel can bring favourable opportunities and therefore major life-changes, there is also the risk that the wheel turns downside.

The Upright Meaning-
A Positive Turn of The Wheel heralds a major change in your overall circumstances. The influence of the Wheel of Fortune can be interpreted as the working of explainable destiny, and, in a reading, it is usually a fortuitous card, bringing fresh enterprises and ideas that will transform your whole way of thinking and living.

My Personal Opinion-
A positive turn though might sounds good, but what is ahead of that turn? More stress? Or just my ambition? I have been thinking when I turn over this card, Should I regard this card as a blessing? Or should I not? But nevertheless, time will reveal every secret the card beholds, so all I have to do, is to go with nature and think positive.

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What lies beyond the Beyond?
What lies between the empty spaces?
What lies in our words if there is no trust?
What lies in our hearts?

Things that are limits to us.
Things that are untouchable.
Things that are empty.
Things that controls our emotions.

Beyond the doors of the shrine,
lies the oracle,
laying on her bed of roses,
waiting to be called.
With a enquiring voice,
we can call her up,
to create numbers of miracles,
to help resolve poverty.

But where does she lay?
Beyond the doors of the shrine,
in her chamber of roses,
laying forevermore,
until a voice of pureness,
summons her from her chamber,
to arose her,
mistress of Love.

Love Love Love,
Why do we keep hearing these words?
It's an emotion which is needed for us to live.
Who utters them?
Men that are devoted into caring,
Passionate people who despite being hurt,
are willing to venture out in search for happiness,
to give the other half their security,
in return for nothing.

Men should all learn to Love unconditionally,
by achieving that,
we will become a much better species,
where true Love is everywhere.
It is not easy,
but we must persevere on,
to find what we are truly made to find,
to do what we are truly descended to do,
to give Love unconditionally.

Love over Happiness,
is there such a thing?
No.
Love and Happiness are interlinked,
they work together,
once we have mutual and true Love,
Happiness will breed from Love.
Won't that be great?

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Have she forgiven me?
That question might never be answered.

Conclusion of my day-
70% Sadness ( Partly because she is sick while still coming to school )
20% Happiness ( Partly because I am having a sense of forgiveness )
10% Confusion ( Can't really explain this )

Thanks for your help everyone.
But please stop it,
it will make her feel bad.
If she feels bad, I will too.

Art of Tarot- The Celtic Cross
Card(s) of the Day- III(The Empress reversed), IV(The Emperor reversed), V(The Hierophant), XX(The Judgement).

The Hierophant concludes-
Mentors, Traditional Wisdom, Spiritual Authority, Inspiration, Instruction.

It Adopts-
Inspiring Words from a respected individual. An opportunity to learn; the unlocking of truths that bring freedom. You may also find that The Hierophant symbolizes a source of comfort during difficult times, along with the knowledge that you are supported by the universe, whatever you do.

My Opinion-
Personally, I am pretty surprised by the fact that both the Empress and the Emperor reversed appear together. Empress being the (How you see yourself), and Emperor being the (How others see you), but they are all reversed. So from now onwards, I must be extra careful on things I handle.

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Beyond the vast planes of Earth,
lays freedom.
Beyond the vast aspect of Life,
lays immortality.
Beyond the vast value of Knowledge,
lays wisdom.
Beyond the very doors of our limits,
lays success.

The boundaries of Earth,
constructed to hold back mankind,
we must best this boundary,
to get what we desire of this World.
The boundaries of Earth,
eyed vividly by invading entities,
waiting to kill any weak beings.

The aspect of Life,
built by our Fathers,
for us to cherish and love,
not despise and hate.
The aspect of Life,
eyed by many,
yet unshared by those who wield them.

The value of Knowledge,
libraries and libraries of books hidden in our potential,
for us to use appropriately.
The value of Knowledge,
given to us by our Fore-Fathers,
should be treated with respect and dignity.

The very doors of limits,
constructed by our own mentality,
it there for us to break through,
and look for our true potential.
The very doors of limits,
hidden from prying eyes,
are ours to break.

Once everything is completed,
we will still be imperfect.
We forgot the important value of Love,
the very thing that awakes mankind once in lifetime.
Once we have Love for everything in our hearts,
then we will be perfect.
Sadly, no one has had it yet,
no one is PERFECT yet,
but most pursue perfection tirelessly,
including me.

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Today,
40% happy
50% sad
10% confused

Typical day for Me,
to have more sad tears than happy smiles.
Will anyone help me out of loneliness?
Will they extend a hand of trust that I need so badly?
Who can I trust in my journey?
I am awaiting the day the answer comes...

The art of Tarot: The Week Ahead Spread.
Card of the Day: Justice VII (Reversed).
It Concludes: Resolution, Balance and Fairness.

It Adopts- The Number VII represented Justice to the ancient Greeks, because it is made up of equal divisions of equal numbers, indicating balance. Here, Justice is traditionally personified as woman on a throne, the sword of liberty in her right hand and the scales of justice in her left. Her appearance in a reading can be welcomed of feared.

The Reversed Meaning- In The Reversed Position, Justice stands for its opposite qualities of a miscarriage of justice, bias, complicated negotiations, and legal wrangles that muddy the truth. Justice reversed can be seen as a prompt to act fairly yourself, and retain your integrity regardless of the manipulative influences around you.

My Opinion- I see the Justice reverse as a need to change logically, not in Love, but in mindset. I will not cage myself in the cell of darkness anymore. I will be more socialised and like able. Though I will keep my promise, and will act fairly In relationship matters, but I will give a chance for someone to express themselves rather than running away from reality.

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This feels happy,
This feels sad,
This feels annoying,
This feels encouraging.
This is the power of Love.

This feels safe,
This feels uneasy,
This feels caring,
This feels unprotected.
This is the Imperfect Law.

The Power of Love can be felt by many,
but many choose to ignore it.
The Power of Love can be felt between two person,
yet they choose to end it.
The Power of Love can be felt between Mortal and Angel,
yet the Angel is ignored.
The Power of Love can bring people together,
yet people stay way from it.

The Imperfect Law will always be Imperfect,
yet many people try to make it perfect.
The Imperfect Law will always be true,
yet most bringers of Justice show lies on their verdicts.

There is a periphery in everything we do,
what does it mean?
There is a perspective in everything we see,
what does it mean?
There is a quote in everything we lust for,
what does it mean?

Living in a society where,
Love and Hate exist.
Lost in a sea of feelings,
which should I trust?
I have slipped into the Angel of Love,
but rather I feel that I am not good enough for her.

The unhealthiness of the air,
Submerged with dirt and impurities,
Will stay there forevermore,
We breathe in feelings of the person next to you,
We share the same place in this planet,
Why not accept reality together?

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Today,
It's an interesting day,
or rather it's a most frustrating day.

Well never mind,
I will not talk about my day,
feeling a tinny bit tired,
so I guess I will sleep soon ^^

Conclusion-
50% happy
30% sad
20% confused.

Good nights.

Todays Card : Unavailble.

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Imagine if the World is filled with hatred,
Will there ever be forgiveness?
Imagine if the World is filled with Happiness,
Will there ever be Sadness?
Imagine if the World is filled with Perfect Justice,
Will there ever be Crimes?
Imagine if the World is made out of Gold,
Will there ever be Poverty?
Imagine if the World expressed its Love to everyone unconditionally,
Will there ever be broken pieces?

Imagination is a strong thing,
but can the imagination become reality?
It can,
only if we work together,
and create a much better World.

Reality is cruel,
Learn to accept it instead of running from it.
Acceptance will bring enlightment.
Acceptance will bring happiness.
Acceptance will make a better World.

Imagine yourself being submerged in a Sea of Reality,
will you survive?
That is how the society is now,
will we want to change it?
And make the World a better place.

As for me,
I cannot accept the reality right now,
that is why i am feeling sad every single day.

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The art of Tarot : Celtic Cross.
Card for the day : VI The Lovers (Reversed)
It Concludes Maturity, Choice, Growth and Love.

It Adopts-
As Two Lovers stand in a field of flowers, the young woman offers a flower to her partner. His acceptance of gift symbolizes their choice as individuals to take the next step in life together. The Lovers card is VI in the Tarot sequence, which is liked to growth.

The Reversed Meaning-
Relationship Difficulties. Weakness and temptation; taking what appears to be an easy option that you could regret in the future. Lack of commitment and a failure to recognize the true nature of a situation or relationship.

My Opinion-
It all seems to be too true, the day, the atmosphere and the situation, all seems like this card tells me to do something that i have been running away from. What will that be? This card also states that I cannot recognize the true nature of a situation or a relationship, that is very true. I will try very hard to make this card come out in a reading in a upright way. In other words, I will try my very best in a relationship.

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Hidden in my heart,
memories of Love & Hate.
They make the most out of me.
They are my true master.
Without a mutual feeling,
I will get lost.

When I stand in the vast planes of Earth,
the Sunlight bathe through me,
washing away all pass wrongs,
and opens a new tunnel.

Perfect Love is never selfish.
It is wrong not to love at all,
better to love and selfishly desire Love,
better to wait then change,
life is more than suffering.
It is about your soul.

When I stand in the vast planes of Earth,
Moonlight dances upon my face,
Encouraging forgiveness,
and ends the tunnel.
Heavy load bidden my eyes,
the very weight,
shows how much she meant to me.

Trying to get out of bed,
when your heart is dead.
Without the help of others,
we might not succeed.
Even if we don't succeed,
Survive the fall,
and return determined than ever.

Cherish what you have,
instead of fighting over what you don't.
The next time we see dawn,
the next time the hour glass stops,
we will decide upon our future.

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6.50am
The usual.

7.15am
The usual too.

7.40am-8.40am
Mathematics- spent lots of time doing sums.

8.40am-9.40am
Principles of Accounts- too easy for a subject.

9.40am-10.10am
Exercise time- Ran only two runs out of three.

10.10am-10.40am
Recces- Rush through my homework (Trying hard not to think of what's happening beside me)

10.40am-12.10pm
Mother Tongue- We went through a worksheet, I can't believe it took the whole 3 periods.!

12.10pm-12.40pm
Social studies- We did filing, that's all. (Very sad)

12.40pm-1.10pm
English- Vocabulary and grammar things.

1.10pm-2.10pm
Biology- Was called out to draw a graph, too easy.

2.10pm-2.40pm
Lunch time- When down to eat of course.

2.40pm-3.30pm
Principles of Accounts make-up lesson.

3.30pm-3.50pm
When home to take rackets and went on to Hsin Chen's house.

4.00pm-4.30pm
Waited like idiots for the rain to stop.

4.30pm-5.30pm
Rain didn't stop, when home without touching the rackets.

5.30pm-6.30pm
Surfing the Internet.

6.30pm-8.00pm
Slept like a log.

8.00pm-10.00pm
Erm, Study biology.

10-00pm-NOW
Typing blog entry, quite long eh? (Thinking of her right now, I wonder if she misses me.)

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In summary, My day is-
30% happy.
65% sad.
5% Irritated. ( By the rain)

I wish I will recognize the true nature of a relationship or a situation.
But wishing is not enough, I will continue to express my Love.

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The day of The Judgement.
It's regards, Conclusions - Rewards - Second chances - Evidence.

It Adopts,
An Angel Blows a trumpet, the call of the Last Judgement. Numbered XX, Which is the penultimate card of the Tarot sequence, it represents the final summing up of events before the advent of The World XXI.

The upright meaning,
A second chance. an opportunity to put right any previous wrongs and to make amends. Use this opportunity wisely, as you are being offered a way to spiritually reinvent yourself. You may also be rewarded financially for past efforts, leading to opportunities for progress in a new enterprise. With the benefit of hindsight and experience you will succeed, second time around.

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Knowledge of the inevitable lies between cards and cards,
Knowledge of the World lies in millions of books,
Knowledge of the skies lies with the oracle,
Knowledge of the future lies in our hands,
Knowledge of Love lies in our very heart.

Cards, ironically, are flimsy and yet stable with our hands.
Books, are sturdy and holds valuable knowledge.
Oracle, sleeps in the skies and comes down to the material World every now and then.
Our hands, are linkages to the material World, it helps us define feelings.
The heart, It is probably the most emotional aspect of our body, it carries the most needed feeling, Love.

Without knowledge of the inevitable, we will live.
Without knowledge of the World, we will suffer.
Without knowledge of the skies, we won't soar high.
Without knowledge of the future, we can't set targets.
Without knowledge of Love, we will fall apart.

On the other hand,
With all the knowledge of the inevitable, the World, the skies, the future and of Love.
What can we do?
That's for you to find out.
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A tiring day,
Exhausted,
Heart Broken,
Injuries.

6.50am
Reached school slummed down on the table and snored. (As usual).
Was a bit feeling very emotional.

7.15am
Went to the hall.

7.40am
Social studies, I wonder if I have the right to mark peoples essay.

8.40-9.40am
Principles of Accounts- Was a breeze, but i wonder what will the test be like.

9.40-10.10am
Recess- Did nothing in particular.

10.10am-11.10am
English- Too easy. ( feeling emotional again)

11.10am-12.10pm
CME- Don't know what is this for. ( Had a lump in my throat, you know what that means? extremely sad.)

12.10pm-1.10pm
Chemistry- If i fail this test, I am a failure.

1.10pm-2.10pm
Biology- Understood it too well.

2.10pm-2.40pm
Bought a packet of drink for her but was turned down.( Extremely Sad).

2.40pm-3.20pm
Biology make-up class- Didn't even care to pay attention.

3.20pm-4.30pm
Dismissed- Sent her home, while being turned back at the last minute. ( Extremely extremely sad).

4.30pm-6.00pm
At home- Thinking of reasons to live on.

6.00pm-8.00pm
Tired- Slept to forget things that shouldn't be in my head at that point of time.

8.00pm-9.00pm
On the computer- talked to my junior and Wei Chong.

9.00pm-9.30pm
Watching Television.

9.30pm-10.00pm
Helped her with her revision. While neglecting my own homework.

10pm- Now.
Still helping her with her revision.
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In summary,
My day was a fiasco.
20% happiness
70% sadness
10% shouldn't say.

A review of my day. ->
It's tiring,
It's suicide,
It's cruel,
It's Unreasonable,
It's Forgive and Forget.
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Time is an entity which exist for everyone to fear.
Time will ravage any living thing,
be it animal or plant.
Time can seek trouble even for the most cautious.

Time is a cruel aspect of life
Time will change everything,
including emotions.
Time can make eternity.

Time is something that is distinguishable.
Time will lower the barriers of communications.
Time can make a relationship worse.

Time controls everything in our everyday life. From rise and shine, To fall and sleep, and everything in between. Without Time, there wont be limitations. Without Time, there won't be plannings.

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6.50 am
Reached School. Slummed onto the table and slept sheepishly.

7.18am
Went to the hall and did whatever that must be done.

7.40-8.40am
Ran 2.4km even though my feet is injured.

8.40-9.40am
Very disappointed.

9.40-10.40am
Most interesting or happy thing that happened in the day.

10.40-11.10am
Bought something for her. While refreshing myself.

11.10am-11.40am
Lonely.

11.40am-12.40pm
More lonely.

12.40pm-1.10am
Interesting.

1.10am-1.40am
Overwhelm by sadness.


Now, See ya again! ^^ or :(
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