♥ Wednesday, October 29, 2008@1:53 AM

Chapter 8 - Failure is the Mother of Success

♥ Waiting for the Goddess to Descend ♥
♥ Love ♥ Love ♥ Love ♥
♥ Hugging in the Rain ♥

♥ My arms are here to protect you ♥
♥ I will make your heart again ♥
♥ Clear your mind ♥

Current mood -
Enlightened
Happy
Neutral
Emo
Sad
Terrible

♥ Quote of the Day - Failure is the Mother of Success, I will never stop loving you ♥
♥ Message of the Day - Are you going to give me a cold shoulder for the rest of your life? 0: Don't look at me like a migratory bird.♥

~ A Day of Reverence ~

12.00 - Woke up (: Lols quite late right? Because I slept at 3am (: so I sleep for 9hours O.O (:
Longest night I ever had this year ):
Anyway need to wake up because someone called me on the phone): zzzzzzZzzzz
Nevermind, got to thank him though (: If not I will be still on my bed ):
Anyway, went straight to toilet because my hair looks stupid ):

12.30 - Bathed and "Groomed" (:
Refreshing and Enticing (:
Well, Skipped breakfast, as you could not count eating at 12.30 breakfast (:
Ate some snacks, mainly Super Rings and Kit Kat (: ALL MY FAV!!!

1.30 - LUNCH (:
Ate Fried Chicken (: muahaahah Delicious, But I think I gained some fats ):
I think my maid got the hang of cooking a delicious meal (: hahas
I wanna learn to cook le ^^ Sounds fun

2.00 - Played DOTA with clement and Cousin all the way till 5pm ):
Wa Lifeless le, haixhaixhaix ): ):
We lost all the games, partly because I was really angry that everyone thought Zen|F is a clan -.-"
Anyway, they keep scolding us -.-" which made us scold back, although we tried to control the fire, but to no avail ): ):
Another factor is because Ming jie is not playing -.-"
Now he is known to me as "Pang Seh" king ):
Very angry with him, but nevermind, even without him we can soar.
But anyways, because of him, we have 2 public guys in our team which make us very disorganize.
Then clement almost going to return to his habit ):
Well, we lost due to our hot-headness and little of our "skills" ):
Next time when playing dota must stay calm (:
Or maybe I get a fluorine toothpaste (:
As it's said that flourine milds the nerves ):
Do you feel cheated? As they say fluorine actually whitens your teeth. ):

5.30 - Very bored, cause keep on lose and keep on spending time in front of computer, eyes are tired. ): ): ):
I went to my piano bench and sat, looking outside the window at the distant green trees (:
Longing for some great miracles to happen ( Contradicting my previous post huh?) ):
But the miracles never did happened
Anyway I played a bit of piano too (:
Songs are namely - Dandelion's Promise | The Musician | Sadness and Sorrow |
Clement also introduce me one game known as, Atlantica ^^ It's kinda fun and it's turned-based strategy game (: So it needs quick reflexes. (:
Cool, My download speed much faster than his (:
What I finish downloading by 1.5hours, he took 3hours, cool huh? (:

6.00 - Really cannot take the heaviness of my eyelids ): ):
Went back to bed, really a pig hor? -.-"
Slept all the way to dinner ^^
Dreamt of a serene place full of butterflies (:

7.15 - Woke up, not exactly refreshed ): ):
Guys, I have a question to ask.
Seriously, why do we always wake up and find ourselves much more tired than before we sleep? That's when we take a nap isn't it? Or is it because we were still at dreamland? ):
So ate dinner, which was like so feng fu (:
4 dishes ^^

7.45 - I am picking up fruit-eating again (:
Ate lots of watermelon today, I could had been in a watermelon spree ^^
Just that I can't resist the temptation of juicy watermelons (:
I ate more than my sister -.-" she ate some papaya and mangoes too ^^

8.30 - Back to Atlantica with clement -.-"
He very funny, keep on take my kills and my loot -.-"
I kill, he take, I kil he take ):
But I did the same to him too (:
SO fair fair ^^

9.00 - Bathed again (: Refreshed and rejuvenated ^_^
My nose are full of pimples -.-" omg
I think I going lazer treatment la 0.-"
Acne is killing me currently, not dengue ):

9.30 - Back to Atlantica again (:
Well, this time I go steal clement's kill (:
Wow, he lvl 9 le -.-"
Always ps me de.........

10.45 - DOTAed with clement and cousin again):
Cousin said he would DC anytime, but I think thats crap. ):
Anyway, lost again -.-" Today seems cursed, keep on losing -.-"
Well, If there is no Fall, there wouldn't be Rise isn't it?
Failure is the Mother of Success, there you have my title (:

11.30 - Played DOTA again -.-"
THIS TIME FINALLY WIN
Actually because of my cousin la, he very professional
But before he become professional, we helped him (:
So thats how teamwork works (:

12.30 - Talked with my cousin on the phone -.-"
Well, didn't know so much to chat about, we chat for 1.5hours man. ):
It's like talking with her, only that this one is with a man lols. (:
Ok, Talked about DOTA and how to improve DOTA skills -.-"

3.00 - Read Brisingr, zzzz seriously I very slow on that book. -.-" ): ):
I could not concentrate on the book le ): Too tired le

3.50 NOW - Even while typing this post, I feel like sleeping, eyelids are both drooping ):
My fingers keep on typing wrong words. ):
And my mind has been inflicted by serious thoughts, of Love. ):
Of how I was, after that declaration, Ignored or cast aside ):
While I guess this is what they call - Aftermath of Love ):
The part where love is found one-sided, unrequited love is the most painful of all ):
Which is whats happening to me now. ):
Woots I am the only one awake and active on msn now (:

♥ Photo of the Day ♥


See those two love birds? (:
I am "jealous" of them -.-"
They are so lovely and loving with each other (:
I wish we were like them, but lets say that wishing for miracles are useless (: as my love is unrequited. ):
Anyway, you have your life, and if you don't want me to intervene, I won't, But I still Love you no matter how bad you make me feel. (:

p.s. Will we return to the days where we had romantic nights of laughter? I really hope that day wouldn't be a miracle, I hope it will be reality, I will make it reality.

LOVES ♥
♥ To All My Friends - Would you stop psing me?! I Adore You ♥
♥ To My Family And Small Family - Hope you guys miss me (: I Miss You ♥
♥ To _You_ - Your voice is the song of the mermaids, I Love You~♥

Summary (:, ):, -.-", ♥
----> Smiles (: - 37
----> Sad Faces ): - 34
----> Diao Faces -.-" - 16
----> Loves ♥ - 27

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70mins for Blogging (:
Serously into it (: It's kinda fun.
O yeah, forgot to mention,
I will be leaving for cambodia on thursday which means thursday 6am (:
It's kinda early and we need to reach the airport by 3am So I won't be blogging tomorrow and for the rest of the 6 days there (:
I hope you guys will miss this blog's update because I put a lot of effort into updating (:
Well, at most I will leave my will here (:
♥ My Will ♥
If something were to happen to me at Cambodia,
♥I will have this blog tell my Mum and Dad " I Love You" and appreciate your guidance and care. I am sorry I am not that filial as a son, but I will be. And the effort you made for bringing me into life. I very cherished my life and lived it to the fullest (:
♥I will have this blog tell my sister that, although sometimes you are a pain in my ass, but I still Adore you and care for you (: It's so wonderful having such a great sister like yourself (: Take care.
♥To Hippo and Hotdog - Hey you guys must keep sleeping on my bed to keep it warm alright? I will come back now and then to visit (:
♥ To my Cousins, Small Family, Eh sometimes you guys must bring hippo to mid valley alright? I will be right behind (: So you guys must take care alright? (: hahas, make sure you all end up really become good sons and daughters (:
♥I will have this blog tell my teachers, Hey thanks for putting in knowledge into my brain (: But I think its kinda late for me to use it now Thanks for everything, I appreciate it.
♥I will have this blog tell my friends, Guys continue to live your life (: As Life is short, we could die any moment. Live your life to the fullness, Cherish everything, Family, Friends and LOVE! Because you had been such wonderful friends, I want to thank you guys (: For making my life FULL.

---> Clement, Although you sometimes seem a bit harsh, but nevermind thats your personality (: Anyway I learned a number of things from you too (:

---> Huang Suan, You have been such good friends and Gay friend who had been standing by me from the day I was admitted to Swiss Cottage (: I thank you for that (:

---> Wan qin, Woooooo wanqin, you had given me strength at my lowest, help me out of troubles, stand by me, although sometimes a bit kinda too straightforward, I like your personality. Thanks (:

---> Gerald, hey this is the blissful guy!!! Hey, you are the only guy that I respected -.- ' Notice the past tense (: LOLS. ok la. Cause you are so blissful that I don't respect you anymore (: kidding, well you had been such great friend and I always remember the times when we both were at the movies (: hahas

---> Ming Jie, Eh Pang Seh king, I don't have anything to say to you, but nevermind, I forget the part where you pang seh me. Ok you had been very nurturing to me with your cute looks and chubby face. It fills my Life. And with you keep asking me questions, I grow quickly then I expected. Stay the Way you are (: Chuuby Chubby (:

---> Daniel, hey Rejoice I am mentioning you here (: hahas joking, well although you were really pervert, I think you had some good points, like, erm, well, erm, like helping me out with getting away frm hair troubles?? HAHS.

---> Shaw, Lols ok the maths genius is here. -.-" Anyway thanks for everything you "Taught" me (: you had been a great friend by comparing our hair length (: hahas. Take care (: pursue your aerospace dream (:

---> Jordan, although I don't really know you very well, (: but ok la, you had been very good friend by telling me how to change? I think you did that (: hahas.

---> Jing Xian, Woooo black guy (: jkjk, well at least your smiles and your gayness help me find smiles at my lowest moments (: I will remember you, even in death (:

---> Jia Ying, Your livelihood has made me find meaning in life in a way and another, with your smiles and "hi-fis" brings smiles to my face (:

---> Wei chong, erm, well, I dunno why I mentioning you here but nevermind. This is what I really think about you. Here goes - Even if the whole class despises you, or your attitude, or your smelliness. I for one, don't really think that matters, I think that your friendship with me has been a fruitful one (: Hope you would be less aggressive next time (:

---> Jia Wei, er, I think I feel that you hated me a lot, but nevertheless, I still treat you as a rare friend. As all my friends are rare and hard to find, I would like to cherish this friendship with you too. So ya, You have been a really good friend by joking with me and cracking jokes (: Thanks for putting smiles on my face (:

---> Larry and his gang, Erm, You guys must be hating me now , but nevermind, I still wanna cherish this friendship by remembering the good times where we crack jokes together and played arm-wrestling (: Still none has beaten me (: Jia you guys! Both in sports and academic (:

---> To my Sworn brothers(special), As life is short, Its time for you guys to pursue your future, Cherish the time with friends and remember me always (: ok? Although I wasn't a good younger 'brother' Still, I had been your brother yes? (:

---> To Cherish 7, I have nothing to say, but erm, take care ya? (: Pursue your dreams (:

---> To Jia min, -.-" you always hate me de ): I wonder why, tell me someday will you? When I
come and visit you in your dreams (: Yup take care. You had been such a wonderful friend by hating me and make me understand what a girl can do if you offend her -.-" (:

---> Leslie, Hey big guy, I can't believe I won you in arm wrestling (: Ok well, take care ya? Thanks for being my friend although you were of different race, I still liked you, as a friend (: p.s. Must win her over alright? (: I will be watching over you in heaven (:

♥I will have this blog tell my classmates that pursue your dreams even if it seems unrealistic, because believing is creating!!!
♥I will have this blog tell my scouts mate that - We have gone through fire and ice together, I still remember the times at PLTC, December camp Sec 2, which was close to hell where we hike (: Therefore let's meet again at my next life (:
♥I will have this blog, tell you readers, that although something happened, but my heart is still here at my blog and there, at her side, living to protect you.

Ya and lastly, Gerald, don't forget to help me tell her ok? (: Thanks
Omg, this makes it sounds like I am really dying, but better save then sorry (:
I rather die without regrets (:

End of Chapter # 8

♥ Waiting for the Goddess to Descend ♥

♥ Waiting for the Goddess to Descend ♥
♥ Love ♥ Love ♥ Love ♥
♥ Hugging in the Rain ♥

♥ My arms are here to protect you ♥
♥ I will make your heart again ♥
♥ Clear your mind ♥

Current mood -
Enlightened
Happy
Neutral
Emo
Sad
Terrible

♥ Quote of the Day - It useless to hope for miracles ♥
♥ Message of the Day - Look into the future, what do you see for you and me? Is it promising bliss? Or eternal grief? My warmth will enclose your heart and protect you. I want to share your troubles and your busy errands. Will that suffice? ♥

~ A Day of Tears ~

9.00 - RISE AND SHINE for tennis (:
With Hsin Chen and Cousin (: lols. was really looking forward to it
Only my maid was awake ):
Went to bathe

9.15 - Bathed and REFRESHED (:
Can't put on my contact lens because it's only for going to malls and stuff and not sports ):
Sad I think I look good with my contacts (: (Don't you guys think so? )

9.30 - Breakfast-ed (:
Ate Cheese Prata again, It's delicious ^^
Love my taste buds for giving such a wonderful impressin of that prata.

9.45 - Went out of my house door with my backpack -.-"
It was ultra HEAVY !! ): ):
Well not really ultra but i think enough to make me grow shorter. ):

10.15 - Reached Warren Condominium and met hsin chen. (:
Wawawa, long time never play tennis with him (:
Well it's only a week but it seems like a year though. ):

10.20 - Warmed up and was getting ready to own him, my cousin came ):
Hahas, he joined the JJC tennis club and had been training since (:
Anyway it was me who coax him to play tennis (: and of course the anime Prince of Tennis ^^

10.45 - Me and Hsin Chen's combine strength still cannot win my cousin ):
Partly because we were playing doubles court and he in the singles court ):
And another part is that he has proper training ):
LOLs, Planed to go competition with him de, but didn't know when (:

11.15 - MY SPECTACLES GOT KNOCKED OUT!!! ): ):
Well it was really stupid actually, I couldn't see the ball clearly ):
I ran ran ran ran to the ball -.-" and KISSED the ball !!! ):
There goes my first kiss, actually that doesn't really count ^^
But anyway I think my nose was going to bleed as it was so red -.-" (exaggeration)

11.30 - Played half a set with Hsin Chen -.-"
Lost to him sia, 3games to love -.-" crap, wasn't in the mood as I was learning a new serve -.-"
Then he took advantage and won me there and then -.-"

11.45 - Played half a set with my Cousin -.-"
Seriourly, the outcome is so expected that I have no mood -.-"
Lost to him 3-0 -.-" crap.
Before he joined the club, I was wining him effortlessly -.-"
But now...... ):

12.00 - There's this new guard -.-" who chased us out of the tennis courts -.-"
What the.... No one booked the next time slot and he still dont let us continue -.-"
What a Fussy Guy!! ):
Anyway he said, "eh quickly go out, I need to lock this gate"
-.-" then he went outside, I smash a ball ACCIDENTALLY at the gate ):
I hope he dosent think that I am assaulting him. ):

12.15 - Sat at Hsin Chen Condo's lobby and chatted with my cousin (:
Had a real nice and long chat ^^
After that decided to go home for DOTA -.-"

1.00pm - Reached home (:
House was a mess, looked as if it had just been ransacked -.-"
Anyway my mum was rearranging the things at the storeroom ):
Well, I asked if there's anything I could do to help, she said "no"
So I went to Bath (:

1.30 - Had a Long and REFRESHING Shower (:
My mum said that I need to pack my Cambodia stuff, so I did ^^
Wa, My luggage is kinda huge as if going to vacation -.-"

2.30 - Called calvin and DOTAed (: LOLs.
Lifeless ): played played played, We lost that round -.-"
I think its because I feed too much ):

3.30 - DOTAed again -.-"
LOSE AGAIN -.-" wa... this time I really no mood le. ):
lols. I know why we keep losing, because I keep on random all unknown heroes (: lols.
And because theres a guy in our team who keeps on bootlicking clement -.-"

5.00 - DOTAed again -.-"
This time I think we won, but because its like 4 v 2 -.-"
So it's kind of unhonored valor (:

6.00 - DOTAed again I think this time is with Alex ( Clement's Friend )
Won that round, Actually don't even need me -.-"

7.00 - Dinnered (:
There was a great variety of food (:
Ate to my hearts content and went back in front of the computer -.-" ): ):

8.00 - DOTAed with Clement Ming jie and cousin (:
This time its in-house o.0
Means playing with people that we know (:

8.30 - The host, Alex, Pull pluged -.-"
I mean at least I think he pul plug ):

8.45 - DotAed again, This time ming jie Created (:
Well we lost this round, because I keep getting swapped by the vengeful spirit -.-"
Unlucky, Everytime I die, almost whole team will die, because they try to save me -.-"

9.45 - Bathed again (:
Refreshed and moiturized (:

10.30 - Bid mummy goodnights and went back in front of my computer -.-" ): ):
Talked emo stuff with Clement who is, at the moment, VERY EMO.
Well, I asked Gerald to entertain me too (:
Which he somewhat did, thanks.

11.30 - Ming Jie suddenly say "DOTA"
I shocked sia -.-" He first time ask me for dota,
Previously I always ask him, he will say "Don't want la"
Until I seriously coax him then ok de. ): ): ):
His Luna Own the opponent's team, whereas my EarthShaker also win (:

12.30 - DOTAed again, was remaked -.-"
This round I used Necrolyte --.-" ):
Seriously, that hero is like no use, or maybe I dunno how to use. ):
Ming Jie was Stealth Assasin, which he used, not quite up to standard, But playable (:
I left that round, since ming jie say he wan remake. But in the end I got Pang Sei-ed ): ):

1.32am NOW - Listening to Love in the Ice - DBSK
Having a slight headache and fever ): ):
Missing my past memories too much ):
Desiring to be someone's most prized possesion ):
I understand how busy you are. So I decided I will wait (:

♥ Photo of the Day ♥



Woots!!~~!!My Favourite Boy Band - TVXQ/DBSK (:
LOLs, What makes them charming?
Their Powerful Dance, Their Beautiful Voices, Their Looks, Their Kindness (Statistics)


♥ Special - Messenger Highlights ♥
Ctxr says - Sian, I emoing sia, I wan talk to her.......
Ctxr says - I said to her I am gaming now but actually I am blogging (10.37)

*Disclaimer - The above messages are what I think I recall, But its something like that de ^^

My Comments - !!@%@$@!~! YOU LIED TO HER -.-" YOU LOVE HER AND YOU LIED TO HER!!! SERIOUSLY, YOU NEED TO GET YOUR ACTIONS RIGHT. TO LOVE, NO EVEN BEFORE LOVING, THERE MUST BE MUTUAL TRUST!!! IF YOU LOVE HER, DON'T YOU THINK YOUR ACTIONS ARE A BIT CONTRADICTING YOUR EMOTIONS?

p.s. What will become of you after your examinations? ♥

LOVES ♥
♥ To All My Friends - Are Holidays that Boring?! I Adore You ♥
♥ To My Family And Small Family - See Ya all on 23rd Dec! (: I Miss You ♥
♥ To _You_ - No matter how bad you make me feel, I Love You~♥

Summary (:, ):, -.-", ♥
----> Smiles (: - 27
----> Sad Faces ): - 36
----> Diao Faces -.-" - 32
----> Loves ♥ - 29

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45mins for Blogging (: Really into it.
Just for Laughs TV Series IS FUNNY !!! (: HAHA serious
Tuesday 9.00pm channel 5
Well, I need to sleep le, My brain is going to stop functioning ):
I can't let my heart stop beating, because, every beat my heart makes, is the song of Love
I Love You~
For I am pursuing a remarkable feat (:
End of story for Today, Stay Tune for More (:

End of Chapter # 7

♥ Waiting for the Goddess to Descend ♥

♥ Waiting for the Goddess to Descend ♥
♥ Love ♥ Love ♥ Love ♥
♥ Hugging in the Rain ♥

♥ My arms are here to protect you ♥
♥ I will make your heart again ♥
♥ Clear your mind ♥

Current mood -
Enlightened
Happy
Neutral
Emo
Sad
Terrible

♥ Quote of the Day - It's useless to wish for miracles, make them ♥
♥ Message of the Day - I've fallen for you, I can't escape you. Why do you seem to be so far away from my sight of vision? Because of the distant years? Of age? Or compatibility? You trapped me in your signs of Love ♥

~ A Day of Longing ~

10.00 - Woke up (:
Bathed and prepared for trip to my father's shop (:
Well, I took like 30mins to put in my contacts, which was an improvement -.-"

10.45 - Breakfast-ed , Cheese Prata (:
Styled my hair differently today, I find it more charming (: hahas
Didn't get a photo on it though ):
Nevermind I think I remember how it was made (:

11.15 - Packed my things (: Piano books and my Laptop for DotA later -.-"
Waited for my sister to finish breakfast ):
She's such a pig -.-" took so long to get up.
We were suppose to reach my father's shop at 12 -.-"

11.30 - MRT-ed towards Jurong East to take that line to City Hall ^^
Seriously Jammed with people -.-" nearly couldn't get a place to stand ):
And I got to smell someones armpit -.-" can you count that blissful? ):

12.30 - Reached father's shop at City Hall (:
Forgot to bring report book to show him ):
Erm well, he's working so I set up my laptop and played (:
At first I blog hopped then clement came -.-"

12.45 - Clement came and ask me for DotA -.-"
But just right on time, was getting bored (:
So DotAed, ):
Lost that round, because I randomed some crap hero ):

1.45 - DotAed again with Ming jie and Clement -.-"
MING JIE DCED!!! Due to his windows update -.-"
All of us also dced since he was the host ):

2.00 - Ming jie Remade the game (:
So we played,
I forgot the details -.-" and don't wanna remember for now ):

3.30 - Piano Lesson !!!! WEEEE (:
Well, went through exam pieces -.-" boring, can't I have something more interesting ?
Scales and Appregios everything was so easy I can close my eyes and play -.-"
Though Sight reading part a bit hard (:

4.30 - Back to my pops shop (:
I found a Song, Purple Line - DBSK ^^
PERFECT DANCE PERFECT HAIRSTYLE PERFECT SYNCHRONIZATION PERFECT VOICE!

5.00 - Learned the front part of purple line's dance (:
Was quite hard as the actions were like so quick -.-"
My father rested for a while.

6.00 - Left father shop with him and my sister for shopping!! (: hahas,
Well not exactly shopping, went to taka and shopped for books and clothes (:

7.00 - Went to food court and ate steaks (: hahas delicious ^^
While eating someone was diao-ing me across the the food court -.-"

8.00 - After dinner, went to Kinokuniya for books (: lols.
Theres something crappy that happened there (:
Well I was like standing and reading books at the New Age session and my sister was sitting on the floor beside me.
And there were like 4 guys beside us, they were checking out girls near the New Age session and said VERY LOUDLY - "Eh, that one not bad, nice legs, nice hair, nice eyes" blah blah blah -.-"
My sister totally freaked out, ran to my side and exclaimed -.-"
"Kor Kor, they very bian tai(perverted) let's go somewhere else for a moment"
I gave them a very diao look then, -
LOLs, very funny expression, i brought her few steps away and back again (:
The guys were gone though (: LOLs.

9.15 - Book store closed (:
Bought a long awaited book, BRISINGR (: Third book of Inheritance Trilogy (:
I can't wait to read it (:
My Sister siao de -.-" didn't know when she took up reading.
She bought 5 books of Artemis Fowl after she read the first book -.-" Which cause her $60
Actually quite cheap la, considering how much one individual book cost. (:
Anyway she going to work at my pops shop soon, I think I will too (:
Depending on the time frame (:

10.30 - HOMED (:
LOLs. going to lifeless again.
Took out my contact lens that were itching my eyes for the whole day ):
BATHED and moisturized (:

11.30 - DOTAe with Daniel with clement being observer (:
Well, I was planning to Lose, so i played half-heartedly ):
Er, but, they say got to end fast, so at around 10mins I started to become serious (:

12.30 - DotAed with cousin, clement and Ming jie (:
Won that round, although I was quite useless that round, Randomed wrong hero -.-"
My silencer totally Screwed up ):

2.25am NOW - Listening to Purple Line - DBSK (: ADDICTED
Going to read Brisingr (: can't wait
But my mind is wandering off to where my heart is, ):
Can't stop thinking of what is to happen to my Love life ):
Going to continue building my future until I am good enough for her (: -

♥ Photo of the Day ♥


Third Inheritance Trilogy (: Brisingr ^^ Can't WAIT
Stay tune (:
The author rocks - Christopher Paolini (:
Hope his writing career flourishes (:
I bet it will though ^^

p.s. The Sands Of The HourGlass Speaks For Everything, Let's See Who's Going To Protect Your Love In The End ♥

LOVES ♥
♥ To All My Friends - Enjoy your holidays! I Adore You ♥
♥ To My Family And Small Family - Eh Let's Enjoy Hainan Island! (: I Miss You ♥
♥ To _You_ - Your Smile Is Everything, I Love You ♥

Summary (:, ):, -.-", ♥
----> Smiles (: - 33
----> Sad Faces ): - 14
----> Diao Faces -.-" - 18
----< Loves ♥ - 27

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35 mins of Blogging (:
Looks like I am very into blogging Nowadays (:
Actually my posts are just typed just for me to read and have a laugh
But I thought it would be nice to share (:
My cells are screaming for me to sleep -.-"
I am tired of all this silence, can you break the silence or give me a signal on when to? Because I don't really know what you are thinking of ): But I will persevere.
For I am pursuing a remarkable feat (:
End of Story for Today, Stay Tune for More ^^

End of Chapter # 6

♥ Waiting for the Goddess to Descend ♥

♥ Waiting for the Goddess to Descend ♥
♥ Love ♥ Love ♥ Love ♥
♥ Hugging in the Rain ♥

♥ My arms are here to protect you ♥
♥ I will make your heart again ♥
♥ Clear your mind ♥

Current mood -
Enlightened
Happy
Neutral
Emo
Sad
Terrible

♥ Quote of the Day - To cherish is to remember what others have done for you ♥
♥ Message of the Day - Are you still clinging on your the wounds of the past? Afraid to Love someone, turning your back against the true meaning of the Story ♥

~ A Day of Fatigue ~

6.15 - Woke up for Scouts );
ZzzzzZ woke up too late, can't put in my contact lens -.-" ):

6.30 - Bathed (:
Rushed through my breakfast, Nearly CHOKED ! ):

6.45 - Reached school
Only about 5 people were at scouts den ):
Namely Kuan Yiou | Xuan Er | Maurice and few others ):
Why I go so early -.-" should have wore my lens

7.00 - Meeting started off with morning PT ):
Well, as I was trying to raise their morale by acting enthu I failed ): ):
Juniors were all slackish and disorganised ):

7.30 - Han Seng AL Took over and NPC team was to built our kitchen shed ): AGAIN!@%$#
Since we don't have enough people, the other sec 3s helped (: thanks guys

8.00 - Han seng gave as an improper briefing and we started off by taking measurements ):
After that we laid out everything on the grass patch ): tough start
And we started tying the skeleton of the structure

8.45 - The skeleton is OK but not yet raised ):
So we proceed to raise the first one ):
A lot of work was used to peg the whole thing into the ground ):

9.30 - Both skeletons were up and ready for bracing (:
Few measurement problems ):
Well the brace too, everybody was slacking ):
Could do well with some more energy.
so we braced the sides and the first 2 levels ):

10.30 - Having trouble on how to tie the topmost pole as we need to climb ):
Sec 3s were not really very fang xin to let juniors go up so in the end, me and Andrew and to tie the poles on topmost layer. ):

11.30 - Velmond Came ):
Sec 3s got scolded ):
After that we have 7 Mins to put the canvas up.
But the supporting poles are not up yet, so I had to climb up again and tie the supporting structure. ): Mind you, it's like 3storey high ):

12.30 - FINALLY did everything except the guy lines ):
I need to go up to the second topmost to tie the guy lines, in total have 4 ma (:
By then i find it very fun to climb up the structure (:

1.00 - Debrief
blah blah blah ):

2.00 - Reach home (:
Had a very very bad rope burn on my palm ):
Anyway I bathed and talked to Ming Jie online. (:

2.30 - Clement online le, so we DOTAed again -.-" ):
That one we won easily? (:
Actually clement did change a bit while playing dota have some peace now (:
But if he gets carried away, I will laugh my head off la (: its comical ^^

4.00 - DOTAed again -.-"
This time with cousin and friends, so we play and play (:
That round we won again, It's getting boring keep wining the game -.-"

5.00 - Played DOTA AGAIN!!!@E#%^$^ ):
BUT this time its different, its WTFDM mode (:
It's a very fun mode though ^^ HAHAS(:
Me and my cousin versus clement and ming jie (:

5.30 - Can't stand the Fatigue ):
Went to bed ):
Thinking of a lot of things on the bed with my eyes close ):
Good and bad memories flashed pass in front of me ):
Inevitably, I fell asleep, drifting back into time, where our happy memories and lovely nights floated by. (:

7.30 - Reluctantly Woke up for dinner ):
I can only see my mum, uncle and sister eat the CHILLI CRAB -.-"
While I can't cause i am allergic to it ): ):
So I ate chicken -.-"

8.00 - Played on my piano (:
Pieces are - Sadness and Sorrow | The Musician | Marriage D'amour | To Zanarkand |
Finally Finish learning Sadness and Sorrow (:

9.00 - Waited for Ming jie to come online ):
While I learned the dance to DBSK - Mirotic (:

9.45 - Start to DOTA with Ming Jie clement and my cousin (: Well lifeless.
Needless to say , won that round (:

11.30 - DOTAed again
Win again (:
My thoughts now sprang towards chaos ):

12.30 - DOTAed again, but this time no mood le ):
As I was thinking of a lot of things -.-"
Be it my future, my devotion, my loved once, my time in this Earth ):
Sounds emo huh? -.-" Not exactly (:

2.00am NOW - Listening to Wrong Number - DBSK (:
I feel that the lyrics are very similar ):
Well time to Sleep (:
Yay! going to see my dad tomorrow (:

♥ Photo of the Day ♥


Breath-taking Scenery at my cousin's house according to my cousin (:
hahs, this is where I normally go for my holidays (:
It's trouble-free when I go there de (:
So I like it very much.

p.s. Are you ignoring me? Or are you busy? ♥

LOVES ♥
♥ To All My Friends - Please bring me out of boredom! I beg you! I Adore You ♥
♥ To My Family And Small Family - Must miss me! (: I Miss You ♥
♥ To _You_ - Undying Love, I Love You ♥

Summary (:, ):, -.-", ♥
----> Smiles (: - 23
----> Sad Faces ): - 39
----> Diao Faces -.-" - 8
----> Loves ♥ - 28

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40mins of Blogging (:
Fatigue is taking over, I shall take my leave ^^
Sakura on Monday is canceled? -.-" ): You guys threw me back into the jaws of boredom
My presence is fading, what must I do to make you feel my presence?
For I am pursuing a remarkable feat (:
End of Story for Today, Stay tune for More

End of Chapter # 5


♥ Waiting for the Goddess to Descend ♥

♥ Waiting for the Goddess to Descend ♥
♥ Love♥Love♥Love ♥
♥ Hugging in the Rain ♥

♥ My arms are here to protect you ♥
♥ Enclose your emotions ♥
♥ Clear your mind ♥

Current mood -
Enlightened
Happy
Emo
Sad
Terrible

♥ Quote of the Day - Unwillingness is a trend nowadays ♥

~ A day of Loneliness ~

9.00 - Woke up, because of MTP ( Meet the parents session ) ):
Wanted to wake up later ):
Went to bathe (:

9.10 - Bathed
Moisturized my face, its been a long time since i did that ♥
Went on to put my contacts -.-"

10.00 - took me 50mins to put in my contacts -.-"
No la, + breakfast that it (:

10.30 - Depart for school in my mum's car ^^
Saw her from my mum's car, she seems happy, well my heart skipped a beat (:
On the bright side, at least I saw her ^^
Actually Love hurts la, but devotion is needed to pursue (:

10.45 - ZzzzzZZ ):
Waited for Mr Wong so long staff room everywhere cannot find him ):
Called him on my phone ):
He said he will be at the staff room in 5 mins ):

10.50 - Mr wong came , FINALLY (:
Greeted him, he did said he was sorry though (:
FORGIVEN but not FORGETTABLE (:
Hahas, in any case, a sorry does help dim the fire ^^ I guess he know this well
Mum do all the talking like, how do they count the aggregate and blah blah...
Seriously its kinda bored ):
But pei mummy ma

11.30 - Went on to find EL teacher ):
crapp, searched high and low for her, ):
actually she is not that .... but how come i can't find her i also dunno (:
So anyway, put the long awaitededusave form in her locker

12.00 - HOMED -.-" Lifeless again.
So erm, let me recall ):
I think I called Clement ):
And guess what? DOTA AGAIN (: LIFELESS
But at least something to indulge in (:
Actually Gerald wanted to vampire, but all want dota, so dota lo (:
But Gerald have a phobia for dota or something ): so can't play together.
Anyway that round was total ownage ^^
Got something like 2 double kills

1.30 - Daniel spam my phone box -.-"
He say want go gym cause we appointed 2pm -.-"
Then i forgot that appointment ):
so I tell him come my house play play ):
He really come sia -.-"

3.00 - So Daniel step into my house ):
I immediately caught a stench -.-"
I guess he got "wei chong" Symptom ba
anyway, he nothing do go spam my piano keys -.-" ):
then he disturb me DOTA -.-" this time I played with public
I died three times because of him, pushing my mouse, spamming piano keys etc.

4.00 - Well he DOTAed on my computer -.-"
Seriously if you would to see his skills, I tell you, you would'nt wanna take another look.
Its totally off track -0- no offense daniel ): ); ):

5.00 - Nothing do, so tell daniel take IQ test with me.-.-"
Well I got 158 Whereas he got 136 (: lols.

5.30 - I say my mum coming back le so i shooed him away (:
Then I started on my piano (: PEACE ENDEAVOR coming right up
Piano pieces - Aeris Theme | Pu Gong Ying De Yue Ding | Sadness & Sorrow

6.00 - DOTAed with Ming Jie again -.-"
Really LIFELESS, haix. Clement and Gerald AND Jordan went for movies HSM3
High school musical 3 LOLs. actually i want go, but I have aikido lessons ma (:
Er, the DOTA match we won, (: cause got mj ):

7.30 - Dined, Bathed and Styled ready for Aikido (:
So went out and sat on the couch for 8pm at Cdans ):
Went up to multi purpose hall and changed into my Gi
Its seriously too big ):

8.30 - Layed the Mats and started,
Learned Wrist Locks, Throws, Chokes

10.30 - HOMED :D
Well my wrist is broken and hurting ): ); ):
Then got someone ask for my number -.-"

11.00pm - DOTAed with cousin and ming jie (:
Crapp, Remaked 3 times, still no full game de. ): ): ):
haix, dunno what to do la, I think I going to work soon.
Haix, until now still got ignored ):

12.37am NOW - Listening to Love in the Ice - DBSK
I am breaking my rules again~~
Dreading what's going to happen later (Saturday)
Seriously, I don't wanna go, until 5pm sia -l.-" nvm I 1pm go home say wrist pain. True ma (:
Hope tomorrow won't be toug
Thinking of something that has been going on and on.♥

♥ Photo of the Day ♥


On the Left - My Beloved SISTER ^^
On the Right - My Beloved Coussy (:

p.s. Love never ends with me, come to my embrace ♥

LOVES ♥
♥ To All My Friends - Please bring me out of boredom!!!, I Adore You ♥
♥ To My Family And Small Family - Got miss me ma?! (: I Miss You ♥
♥ To _You_ - Embrace your dreams, I'll Wait. I Love You ♥

Summary (:, ):, -.-", ♥
----> Smiles (: - 17
----> Sad Faces ): - 26
----> Diao Faces -.-" - 13
----> Loves ♥ - 28

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45 mins for blogging ^^
Gonna sleep, tomorrow I have scouts, which i very ENTHU to go.
Shall see you guys on monday for Sakura ^^ Please don't ps me.
Something that crawls upon me, my fretful thoughts, leaves me grasping for air.
For I am pursuing a remarkable feat (:
End of story for today, Stay tune for more (:

End of Chapter # 4

♥ Waiting for the Goddess to Descend ♥

♥ Waiting for the Goddess to Descend ♥
♥ Love ♥ Love ♥ Love ♥
♥ Hugging in the Rain ♥

♥ My arms are here to protect you ♥
♥ Enclose your emotions ♥
♥ Clear your mind ♥

Current mood -
Enlightened
Happy
Emo
Sad
Terrible

♥ Quote of the Day - Love isn't predestined, it is nurtured ♥

~ Last Day Of School ~

5.50 - Woke up refreshed from a nightmare ):
Bathe and wore my contact lens -.-"
Took me 30mins to put them right in ):

6.50 - Reached school (:
Have to see my friends for the last time in school uniform (:
If not I will skip school le ):

7.30 - NO ASSEMBLY cool (:
Mr Wong came to class -.-"
Well he settle lots of scores with forms and the kind ):
Threatened not to give back the report book to anyone if they forgot something ):
But we know it's an empty threat (:

7.50 - Commenced CME -.-"
Well wasn't much of a big deal ):
Just that he made us laugh (:

8.40 - Geography Ms Hafiza came strolling in
Well, she collected money -.-" which I didnt bring ):
Afterwards she brought us to library lo considering how bored we were (:

8.50 - Library
I think I saw Joshua there but can't confirm
Sat down read some books ): |Sky and the Earth | Tornadoes | Volcanoes | ):

9.40 - Chinese Back to class ):
I practically read and slept through the lesson (:
Well anyway it's not that bad, at least we got sweets (:
Thanks Ms Lau

10.40 - RECESS -.-"
By the time we went down, the food were almost all sold out ):
But i still got to eat chicken chop without rice.

11.10 - Back to class MATHS
Since it's maths it means that it's Mr Wong's LESSON!
Which also implies that it's report book time (:

12.40 - zzzzzzz was falling asleep ):
He took so long to prepare and wait until the last moment to give the reports ):
What a good way to keep the excitement for the last day though.

1.10 - FINALLY long awaited results (:
Erm well, nothing to boast about, but just posting.
English Language - 64 | B4
Chinese Language - 49 | U
Mathematics - 91 | A1
Science (BIO/CHEM) - 87 | A1
Combined Humanities (S,G) - 75 | A1
Design and Technology - 39 | U
Principles of A/C - 96 | A1
Civics and Moral Education - A
Creative Aerobic Routines - B

L1B2 Aggregate - 6 , EMB3 Aggregate - 8
Total - 501/700 | Percentage 71.6%

Was quite disappointed by these 2 failures. ):

2.30 - Back home (:
Actually I have my Cambodia trip briefing but I passed it due to fatigue.

3.30 - Was invited for Vampire Fire (:
At last something to distract me (:
Ming Jie said he was a professional vampire -.-"
In the end, it was a fraud ):
Then me and him quarrel over something very insignificant ):
But I need a shoulder at that time. ):

4.30 - Introduced Island Troll Tribes to the others (:
Well, at least clement was quite good at it.
Ming Jie and Gerald, they died ):
Well, Ming Jie and Gerald find it boring ):
But me and clement finds it interesting and planed to create something like that.

5.30 - Got really bored, so I DOTAed ( Lifeless Life, Gaming whole day )
Actually I don't really like gaming ):
I prefer going out with friends and..... -.-"
Well, since no one invited me out, so I shall continue my lifeless life ):
Anyway we won that round if I am not wrong well partly because Ming Jie was too good.

7.15 - Dotaed again -.-"
This time we won again
Because we had Ming Jie on our side (:
Besides he is getting bored of DoTA ):
Haix, In future, who will share my frustration? Maybe clement and hs will ):

8.30 - Bathed (:
Cause clement's mum is using his computer.

9.00 - DOTAed again ( Seriously I am rotting at home )
I forgot the exact details but I think clement scold me for something like " Can't you see him running? ASSASSINATE!!!" then I was like -.-" "It was on cool down". ):
That's what I don't like about clement, when he is winning, he scold people 'noob' ):
When he is losing, he scold his teammates. ):
Can't there be peace when I am indulging in the game? ):

9.30+ - Played with Gerald and Clement element TD and Pyramid Escape (:
That pyramid escape, -.-" we lost due to, stupidity. ):
Element TD I won over them though (:

10.30 - DOTAed with Ming Jie since he is online and I am bored. ):
Well that round was pure victory (:
It's was 3 against 5 (: Thrilling though we won.

11.30 - Talked with my Dad over the phone (:
Talked about results, friendship and relationship -.-"
Anyway I won't reveal the contents of the conversation (:

12.43am NOW - Listening to Hey Don't Bring me Down (DBSK)♥ (:
My sister is right beside me watching Hitman Reborn -.-"
Seriously that anime, is it nice? I think it's like, lame -.-" no offense MJ (:
A mountain of thoughts ♥
I need to go back on track again ):
So fellow friends, anyone free can cal upon me for movies or anything (:

Now now, You don't think that this is a boring post with all these words ya? ^^
Cause I have got some photos back in Malaysia ^^ here it is ^^


Well this was like our 3rd serving at STAR HILL BUFFET - Kuala Lumpur MY


This was like the 4th Round ^^ hahas I gained lots of fats seriously, but it dosen't show ^^
The Glasses contains soya bean and coca cola ^^
Coconut! My Favourite is featured ^^
We had mushroom soup too ^^
Prawns (allergic), Chicken, Sushi. ^^ Was a food heaven.


DESERT ^^ MY FAVORITE Was the 20th ++ Round
Though its like 10+ scoops of Haagen Dars ^^
1 serving of mango pudding ^^
And Famous Amos COOKIES! ( Fake kind ) ^^ though delicious


Whoooo ^^
Pic of our Small Family ^^ blimey, I look dumb ^^
From the left 1st Row - Pauline, Xinman(meimei), LeeNing(small bird), Calvin(Xiao Ming)
From left 2nd Row (Behind) - Me, Lee Bin ( IceZ ), Lee Yang( Dog )
In the Middle Featuring - Jogoya ^^


On a bench outside of Star Hill Buffet Restaurant ^^
1st Row From the Left - XinMan(MeiMei), Pauline(Paulame)
2nd Row from the Left - Me(Chicken -.-"), LeeBin(IceZ), Lee Ning(SmallBird), Calvin(XiaoMing), Lee Yang( Dog )


Neo Print of our SMALL FAMILY! ^^ cool.
Featuring me as I took most of the space,
Accidental actually ^^

p.s.Good Luck for your "O"s, JIA YOU! (:

LOVES♥
♥ To All My Friends - Please bring me out of boredom, I Adore You ♥
♥ To My Family And Small Family - JIA YOU! (: I Miss You ♥
♥ To _You_ - Good Luck for your "O" I Love You ♥

Summary (:, ):, -.-", ♥
----> Smiles (: - 23
----> Sad Faces ): -26
----> Diao Faces -.-" - 12
----> Loves ♥ - 25
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I can't believe I actually spend 1hour blogging hahas (: addicted to it I guess ^^
A day has passed, An end to a chapter has been met with a sad endeavor.
For I am pursuing a remarkable feat (:
End of Story for today, Stay tune for more (:

End of Chapter # 3

♥ Waiting for the Goddess to Descend ♥

♥ Waiting for the Goddess to Descend ♥
♥ Love♥Love♥Love ♥
♥ Hugging in the Rain ♥

♥ My arms are here to protect you ♥
♥ Enclose your emotions ♥
♥ Clear your mind ♥

Current mood -
Enlightened
Happy
Emo
Sad
Terrible

♥ Quote of the Day - Interrupted Fate Will Not Be Present In My Life ♥

11.30 - Woke up feeling very dizzy ):
Mind was really heavy with all my petty thoughts and feelings );
Dreamt about countless of things ):

12.00 - Ate Chocolate (: ( Kit Kat ) Favorite (:

12.30 - Piano♥ To Zanarkand | Aeris Theme | Sundial Dreams | (:

1.30 - Lunch (:

2.30 - Cannot take my cold ):
Went back to sleep in my cozy bed (:

4.30 - Woke up -.-"
Head felt really heavy again ):
Shoulders were aching badly ):

5.00 - Saw clement online -.-"
The first thing he said to me was, " DOTA!!! " (:
Now thats what I need at that time, something to distract myself (:
So we played lo -.-"
But that match lost really badly I think, because Daniel left and it was laggy ):
Then clement said he was serious about that game -.-"
Seriously I think when he's not serious, he could play better (:

6.00 - Watch Code Geass on Piggymoo NICE (:

6.30 - Was invited to play DOTA again -.-"
But then my head was bursting, so I decline and went for dinner. ):
Mum came back around this time too, she seems a bit tired from work. Should rest more (:

7.30 - Invited for DOTA -.-"
Just right on time, my mind was wandering off to emo thoughts again. ):
So met clement and ming jie on Garena and started (:
Well we won that round (:
So decided on another round

9.15 - DOTAed again -.-"
My mind wasn't there anymore ):
Was somewhere else, where my heart is. ♥
That round though, we won

10.00pm - Bathed
Went to talk to my coussy ♥
Decided on DOTA again -.-" ( Lifeless hor? -.-" )
That round lost really badly because of no teamwork ):
But nevermind, just a game.

11.55pm NOW - Listening to MIROTIC
Going to bed without a goodnight, might end up with a nightmare. ): ):
Shoulder hurts ):
My Cold is still there ):
My inner chamber hurts too ):

p.s. I hope I won't be such a pest to you. ♥♥♥

LOVES ♥
♥ To all myFriends - Let's meet for DOTA and movies ^^, I Adore You ♥
♥ To my Family and Small family - Rest more, I Love You ♥
♥ To _You_ - Hope you are alright, I Miss You ♥

Summary (:, ):, -.-",♥ -
----> Smiles (: - 12
----> Sad Faces ): - 16
----> Diao Faces -.-" - 9
----> Loves ♥ - 28
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A typical day, Sadness overcomes happiness at this point of my life.
For I am pursuing a remarkable feat (:
End of story for today, Stay tune for a new chapter (:

The End Chapter # 2

♥ Waiting for the Goddess to Descend ♥

♥ Waiting for the Goddess to Descend ♥
♥Love♥Love♥Love♥
♥Hugging in the Rain♥

♥My arms are for protecting you♥
♥Enclose your emotions♥
♥Clear your mind♥

Current mood -
Enlightened
Happy
Emo
Sad
Terrible

Sadness Engulfs Me From The Very Depths Of My Heart.

7.20 - Hall, nearlynearlynearly got my hair caught :(
Met the principal too (:
Glanced at her (:

7.50 - Went back to class, saw that charismatic teacher (:
Played GAMES (:

9.00 - Recess
Preparing to go for SBS transit trip ):

9.30 - Assemble at foyer
Took the curve ruler from Jasmin (:
Saw ****** Back view, was trying to get one more view, but she walked away. ):
Wonder if she notices me ):

10.30 - Reach SBS Transit Bus Park,
The stench of diesel pollutes my nose -.-" ):
Had a somewhat bad impression. ):

12.00 - Glad to be back at school,
But later got SCOUTs -.-" ):

12.30 - Went out for Lunch with Gerald, Adabelle, Jordan, Alfred & Clement (:
Had a somewhat great time

1.50 - Infront of Scouts Den, dreading what's gonna happen next ):
(True Enough, It was a bad day ): )

2.20 - Went to the field,
Took down the stuff that we built, Energy Consuming ):
Helped carried all the poles back to Pole Rack ):
(True nature of this is, Later we need to train our strength and bring it back again -.-")

Around 3.30 - Drizzling ):
Fall in at scouts den, again dreading what's next ):
Went and BRING ALL THE POLES BACK TO THE FIELD wth -.-" ): ):
By the end of this, SHOULDERS ACHING.

4.00 - Felt very very Short ): because of the weight of the poles -.-" 3 on each shoulder.

5.00 - WAWA, built that thing again -.-" skeleton of our would-be competition project. ):

5.40 - Crap -.-" we need to tear down everything, but it's pouring heavily, ): x2
Grabbed all we can and rushed for shelter -.-"
Was among the last few to reach for shelter as was going in and out to help ):
Everything was heavy -.-" my shoulders are aching and everyone else was no better off than me.

6.30 - Debriefing of meeting -.-"
Was half-asleep ):

7.00 - LEAVE SCOUTS DEN!!! (: (:

NOW - Blogging, talking to my coussy
Caught a cold with no one to provide warmth but myself. ):
Nursing my broken wound in my heart♥

p.s. hope my eyes will meet yours next time. ♥♥♥

LOVES ♥
♥To all my friends - I Adore you (:
♥To my family & small family - I Miss you (:
♥To _you_ - I Love you (:

Summary (:, ):, -.-", ♥♥♥ ----> Happy faces (: - 10
----> Sad faces ): - 21
----> Diao Faces -.-" - 7
----> Loves ♥ - 21
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In the End still Sad Faces ): and Wanted Loves ♥ are the most, inevitable.
For I am pursuing a remarkable feat (:
End of Story for today (:

The End

♥ Waiting for the Goddess to Descend ♥

Laying underneath the stars,
on a warm silent night
I dream of perfect love for us,
and hope that it will be
Life is so sweet at your side
being wrapped within your arms
Rejoice with me, in the mysteries,
of what is yet to be

Understanding all you have been through,
I know it's hard for you but
you should learn to trust again

Just hold my hand, look in my eyes
Don't turn away and let me go
And in your arms, i'll always hold
I'll never let you slip away

This is a promise at a core of me
Take my hand and just let it be my baby
And these words i speak are all true,
I'm always here for you...

As you and I embrace you say
(babe i love you from the deepest hole in my heart)
I wannna be shelter from the storm
As you and I are lost in time
(you reach out to touch me with your loving hand)
I'm falling even more in love

I will give you strenght when you are weak
To be much more for you,
Be everything you need

Just hold my hand, I'm here for you
I swear i'll never let you go
I'll be your guide, your light at dark
For you my love I'll always be
So, look into my eyes and follow through
Just hold me tight and make it true my baby
Don't be afraid, don't hesitate coz'
I will guide you through

You came into my life (my heart)
with full of love
it feels like heaven (don't be afraid)
I belong to you and you for me
(you knoW) This is FOREVER...

Just hold my hand, look in my eyes
Don't turn away and let me go
And in your arms, i'll always hold
I'll never let you slip away

This is a promise at a core of me
Take my hand and just let it be my baby
And these words i speak are all true,
I'm always here for you...

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I will find this in myself,
For you. . .
Love is what I live for,
To make you happy ever after.

Hey! Don't bring me down-

Saying you’re going to leave me, saying it’s over, you’re always trying to make me waver
I know that you’re just fretful and it doesn’t change the way I think about you
(Call up Call up)
Stop trying to test me, I get tired seeing you like that
(Call up Call up)
Why do girls always want confirmation
Does a guy’s heart waver so easily?
If everything was predestined, wouldn’t life be too boring
It’s pretty dull having to express my feelings in the same way everyday

Hey don’t bring me down
Don’t turn me into such a man
If I were a man that knew the way to love, I would choose never to stop (loving you)

Hey don’t bring me down
Don’t look at me as if I’m like a migratory bird
Let’s see who’s going to protect your love in the end
Give it away Give it away Give it away now
Give it away Give it away Give it away now

Saying don’t be so distracted, saying that our love has gone cold
Why don’t you realize how precious I am?

You seem to lack confidence (Words that don’t suit you)
You really don’t know? (You don’t know I’m loving you)

(Don’t you realize) that from head to toe
Your everything captivates me
I definitely do not want to be your boring slave
Just like a oriole (T/N: Korean nightingale)
It’s pretty dull having to express my feelings in the same way everyday

Hey don’t bring me down
Don’t turn me into such a man
If I were a man that knew the way to love, I would choose never to stop (loving you)

Hey don’t bring me down
Don’t look at me as if I’m like a migratory bird
Let’s see who’s going to protect your love in the end

Stop trying to make me waver again
Just let me protect you
(I need girl I need girl I need you girl)
Stop making me seem like a worthless guy just to meet people’s expectations
(I need girl I need girl I need you girl)

Hey don’t bring me down
Don’t turn me into such a man
If I were a man that knew the way to love, I would choose never to stop (loving you)

Hey don’t bring me down
Don’t look at me as if I’m like a migratory bird
Let’s see who’s going to protect your love in the end
I need girl
I need you gir

Today got back results for some subjects (:
Maths - 129/140 (only know the marks )
Science Biology - 47.5/50
Science Chemistry (Teacher leaked the marks) - 45/50
Geography - 47.5/50
Combined humanities ( G , S ) - 75
P.O.A - 98
Chinese - Er, 50.5

Well, I can't stop thinking of something.
Something has been bugging me deeply.
I don't know how to shake it off.
My mind keeps on wandering.
To the land of Eternal Love.

My body leaves itself unprotected.
By Outside feelings of jealousy.
My mind is tired of these things.
These hatred amoung humans.

My body is ready for Love.
Because of your voice in my heart.
My mind is ready for Love.
Because of your smiles.
My soul is ready to give Love.
To you.

Dawn upon the light,
while I sit in the Bright.
Waiting in the light,
while you seek in the Bright.
Thinking in the bright,
while a penny turns into light.
Wishing under brightness,
while you leave in the light.
Embracing in the light,
while you kiss in the bright.

A penny for your thoughts?
Will you exchange it and share your feelings?
Search your thoughts before coming into my embrace.
While I lend you my limbs,
I don't expect sympathy,
just passion.
While I lend you my voice,
I could hear the song of the mermaid ( Your Voice )

Search your soul in the sunlight,
bathing through sunlight,
absorb its strength to turn it into energy,
for the right choice. (:
I will wait in the moonlight,
while you seek your answer.
I will lend you my voice,
when you need it.
I will lend you my warmth,
when you are cold.
I will lend you my ears,
when you are down.
I will lend you my shoulders,
when you are tired.
But don't forget to seek your answer...
In the midst of answers.
I will wait,
But don't forget the answer.
I swear upon my Love.

To you.