The art of Tarot : Celtic Cross.
Card for the day : VI The Lovers (Reversed)
It Concludes Maturity, Choice, Growth and Love.

It Adopts-
As Two Lovers stand in a field of flowers, the young woman offers a flower to her partner. His acceptance of gift symbolizes their choice as individuals to take the next step in life together. The Lovers card is VI in the Tarot sequence, which is liked to growth.

The Reversed Meaning-
Relationship Difficulties. Weakness and temptation; taking what appears to be an easy option that you could regret in the future. Lack of commitment and a failure to recognize the true nature of a situation or relationship.

My Opinion-
It all seems to be too true, the day, the atmosphere and the situation, all seems like this card tells me to do something that i have been running away from. What will that be? This card also states that I cannot recognize the true nature of a situation or a relationship, that is very true. I will try very hard to make this card come out in a reading in a upright way. In other words, I will try my very best in a relationship.

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Hidden in my heart,
memories of Love & Hate.
They make the most out of me.
They are my true master.
Without a mutual feeling,
I will get lost.

When I stand in the vast planes of Earth,
the Sunlight bathe through me,
washing away all pass wrongs,
and opens a new tunnel.

Perfect Love is never selfish.
It is wrong not to love at all,
better to love and selfishly desire Love,
better to wait then change,
life is more than suffering.
It is about your soul.

When I stand in the vast planes of Earth,
Moonlight dances upon my face,
Encouraging forgiveness,
and ends the tunnel.
Heavy load bidden my eyes,
the very weight,
shows how much she meant to me.

Trying to get out of bed,
when your heart is dead.
Without the help of others,
we might not succeed.
Even if we don't succeed,
Survive the fall,
and return determined than ever.

Cherish what you have,
instead of fighting over what you don't.
The next time we see dawn,
the next time the hour glass stops,
we will decide upon our future.

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6.50am
The usual.

7.15am
The usual too.

7.40am-8.40am
Mathematics- spent lots of time doing sums.

8.40am-9.40am
Principles of Accounts- too easy for a subject.

9.40am-10.10am
Exercise time- Ran only two runs out of three.

10.10am-10.40am
Recces- Rush through my homework (Trying hard not to think of what's happening beside me)

10.40am-12.10pm
Mother Tongue- We went through a worksheet, I can't believe it took the whole 3 periods.!

12.10pm-12.40pm
Social studies- We did filing, that's all. (Very sad)

12.40pm-1.10pm
English- Vocabulary and grammar things.

1.10pm-2.10pm
Biology- Was called out to draw a graph, too easy.

2.10pm-2.40pm
Lunch time- When down to eat of course.

2.40pm-3.30pm
Principles of Accounts make-up lesson.

3.30pm-3.50pm
When home to take rackets and went on to Hsin Chen's house.

4.00pm-4.30pm
Waited like idiots for the rain to stop.

4.30pm-5.30pm
Rain didn't stop, when home without touching the rackets.

5.30pm-6.30pm
Surfing the Internet.

6.30pm-8.00pm
Slept like a log.

8.00pm-10.00pm
Erm, Study biology.

10-00pm-NOW
Typing blog entry, quite long eh? (Thinking of her right now, I wonder if she misses me.)

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In summary, My day is-
30% happy.
65% sad.
5% Irritated. ( By the rain)

I wish I will recognize the true nature of a relationship or a situation.
But wishing is not enough, I will continue to express my Love.

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