Way of the Tarot- Celtic cross
Card for the day- Wheel Of Fortune(Numbered X)

It Concludes-
Chance, Beginnings, Endings & Dreams.

It Adopts-
The Wheel Of Fortune is numbered X in the Major arcana, which, including O, The Fool, marks the half-way point in the Tarot cycle. Having embarked on the inner journey sparked by The Hermit, a crossroads is now reached. Yet as the turn of the wheel can bring favourable opportunities and therefore major life-changes, there is also the risk that the wheel turns downside.

The Upright Meaning-
A Positive Turn of The Wheel heralds a major change in your overall circumstances. The influence of the Wheel of Fortune can be interpreted as the working of explainable destiny, and, in a reading, it is usually a fortuitous card, bringing fresh enterprises and ideas that will transform your whole way of thinking and living.

My Personal Opinion-
A positive turn though might sounds good, but what is ahead of that turn? More stress? Or just my ambition? I have been thinking when I turn over this card, Should I regard this card as a blessing? Or should I not? But nevertheless, time will reveal every secret the card beholds, so all I have to do, is to go with nature and think positive.

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What lies beyond the Beyond?
What lies between the empty spaces?
What lies in our words if there is no trust?
What lies in our hearts?

Things that are limits to us.
Things that are untouchable.
Things that are empty.
Things that controls our emotions.

Beyond the doors of the shrine,
lies the oracle,
laying on her bed of roses,
waiting to be called.
With a enquiring voice,
we can call her up,
to create numbers of miracles,
to help resolve poverty.

But where does she lay?
Beyond the doors of the shrine,
in her chamber of roses,
laying forevermore,
until a voice of pureness,
summons her from her chamber,
to arose her,
mistress of Love.

Love Love Love,
Why do we keep hearing these words?
It's an emotion which is needed for us to live.
Who utters them?
Men that are devoted into caring,
Passionate people who despite being hurt,
are willing to venture out in search for happiness,
to give the other half their security,
in return for nothing.

Men should all learn to Love unconditionally,
by achieving that,
we will become a much better species,
where true Love is everywhere.
It is not easy,
but we must persevere on,
to find what we are truly made to find,
to do what we are truly descended to do,
to give Love unconditionally.

Love over Happiness,
is there such a thing?
No.
Love and Happiness are interlinked,
they work together,
once we have mutual and true Love,
Happiness will breed from Love.
Won't that be great?

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Have she forgiven me?
That question might never be answered.

Conclusion of my day-
70% Sadness ( Partly because she is sick while still coming to school )
20% Happiness ( Partly because I am having a sense of forgiveness )
10% Confusion ( Can't really explain this )

Thanks for your help everyone.
But please stop it,
it will make her feel bad.
If she feels bad, I will too.