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♥ Wednesday, March 4, 2009@10:08 PM
A long mystery
Did you guys think I have disappeared from my blog posts? xD
Well, some might think so, some might not.

Foreword - I have came back, from the depths of hell.
With an ever-burning passion, to love again.
To those who condemned me to hell, I will not despise you.
For the heavens are above, and the hells are below.

For those who are clairvoyant, can you tell the what is the reason behind my earnest believes?
For those who are sentient, can you be the judge for the love i have for her?
For those who are blind, can you feel the radiant innocence which emits from my love?
For those whose land had been used by me, to nurture my love, my eternal gratitude.

The lessons I learn, from an ever changing truth.
Trust is a powerful word, once in wrong hands, you will be exterminated.
Extermination will mean that we cannot love ever again.
Better to learn from mistrust, then to learn from trust.

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Things I have to do ( Not in any order ) -
1) Do a Self-Reflection
2) Learn the violin
3) Flunk a test
4) Perfect the piano
5) Get in touch with the flute
6) Finish Eclipse.
7) Finish teaching my sister the violin so that we can play a duet piece ( canon )
8) Stop being a gay
9) Help out at a community center
10) Perform at my music school
11) Learn C++ programming language
12) Sleep for 24 hours
13) Get into DotA tournament.
14) Play more DotA.
15) Love my girlfriend(Future)

DBSK - Jinwei (:

♥ Monday, March 2, 2009@11:04 PM
It's not your fault those hands are freezing,
You had endured Longed Loneliness,
While you pretend to not notice the meaning behind the love i gave you.
You were thinking of your past failures, in love.
Are you afraid to Love ever again?

Aren't you prepared to step out of the Icy cold present,
Venture out with me towards eternal happiness?
If it were me, I will make you heart warm once again.
With everlasting tenderness.

Fate's plaything, Love.
Fate's Mischief has to be dealt with,
if we are to live together forevermore.
As strong as feeling your pain in your emotional cage,
I can feel your inner warmth,
craving to be let loose.

A place that can heal your sadness and sorrow,
may be in my embrace~~

DBSK - Jinwei (:

♥ Saturday, November 8, 2008@1:08 AM
Chapter 16 - A sickness that is incurable by doctors - Love Sickness
♥ Waiting for the Goddess to Descend ♥
♥ Love ♥ Love ♥ Love ♥
♥ Hugging in the Rain ♥

♥ My arms are here to protect you ♥
♥ I will make your heart again ♥
♥ Clear your mind ♥

♥ Quote of the Day 1 - Live your life to the fullest, for it's short ♥

♥ Quote of the Day 2 - Love is of the only essence that is our own, make it worthwhile. ♥

♥ Quote of the Day 3 - Agree with my post title? ♥

♥ Message of the Day 1 - If you would spent time thinking/worrying? Why not spend time making something come true? ♥

♥ Message of the Day 2 - The fragrance of your hair still lingers around me in the night, recession is my only hope, avoidance is your only relieve, isn't it? ♥

♥ Message of the Day 3 - Licking your past wounds, wouldn't life be like stagnant water? Unable to move on? Why not look ahead and try for a brighter future? ♥

♥ Message of the Day 4 - Giving a penny for your thoughts is too little, I would give a million pounds for your thoughts ♥

♥ Message of the Day 5 - This setback is nothing but stepping on dog's poo, I will get frustrated, but I can still wash it away. Setbacks are only subjects that conflict against your heart. Fight it ♥

I will write an entry tomorrow as today I am sick and had done nothing except DOTA -.-" Cya guys

p.s. Somewhere above the misty clouds, I will be waiting, for your embrace ♥

♥ Waiting for the Goddess to Descend ♥

DBSK - Jinwei (:

♥ Tuesday, November 4, 2008@1:50 PM
Chapter 9 - 15, A Memorable Trip : Cambodia International CIP
♥ Waiting for the Goddess to Descend ♥
♥ Love ♥ Love ♥ Love ♥
♥ Hugging in the Rain ♥

♥ My arms are here to protect you ♥
♥ I will make your heart again ♥
♥ Clear your mind ♥

Current mood -
Enlightened
Happy
Neutral
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Sad
Terrible

♥ Quote of the Day - You Serve so as to Learn, You Recieve so as to Teach ♥
♥ Message of the Day - Now I have come to a parting point, so much so that I will cherish my life and the things I have.♥

~ A Trip of Remembrance ~

Xx A Brief Description of Cambodia Trip xX
Attendance : Siddiq, Jin Wei, Huang Suan, Clement, Benjamin, Yi Siang, How Kar, Kar Hoe, Haqim, Xi Jie, Jie Ren, Leslie, Jia Min, Jia Ying, Suzzani, Humara, Irene, Li Ping, Syahirah, Nardirah, Siti

~ Day 1 ~
Group IC - How Kar
Check in hotel
Visit musuems
Visited Silk Worm Farm
~ Day 2 ~
Group IC - Jinwei
Visit Angkor Wat, Ta Phrom(How to spell?) & Banteay Srey Temples
Dinner and reflection
Preparation for CIP
~ Day 3 ~
Group IC - Syahirah
Visited a village
Tour around a village and understand about their way of living
Commence CIP, Building a Library, Teaching simple english and Maths
~ Day 4 ~
Group IC - Benjamin
Whole day CIP
Continue building Library for building group (Boys)
~ Day 5 ~
Group IC - How Kar
First half of day CIP
Wildlife Conservation
Next Shopping and buffet dinner
~ Day 6 ~
Home Sweet Home

- Here begins the prattling -
~ Day 1 ~
- 30th October
- Weather, Pouring Heavily, Caused a flood at Siem Reap Province

3.00am - Reach the Airport (: Met with my 20 friends and 3 teachers and ms Chow the vendor.
20 Friends, 3 teachers : Ms Hafiza, Mdm Chok, Mr Yoong, Ms Chow (:
Waited for late comers to arrive (:
Very Enthusiastic about the upcoming events (:

4.00 - Checked in our luggage while staying in line, we saw a group arriving.
It seems to be smaller than us, but they were going to Siem Reap city too. (:

4.30 - Went inside the terminal and had some free time (:
Bought Spinelli Vanilla Latte and some cookies (:
Took some pictures with Destiny Fate and Legend (:
Kept on thinking whether we will be able to go home or not (:

5.45 - Boarded the airplane (:
Lots of people already getting air sickness!!!
At least I got a pill from clement to cure drowsiness (:
It's quite useful (:

Around 7.00 - There was a turbulence on the plane due to high density clouds ):
Jia Ying got nausea, she starting to hate the trip ):
LOLs, but I was sleeping very soundly (:

7.30 Cambodia Time, From now on, All time mentions are Cambodian (:
Reached Siem Reap International Airport, Was really cold and drizzling. (:
Went through and waited for luggage ): WHICH TOOK SO LONG TO COME!!!

8.30 - Checked in to the Hotel, got my room number 405 with roommate Haqqim
Clement is with Xi Jie, Huang suan with xi siang
CLement not really happy with it so we decided to change mates.
Clement will come into my room by nightfall after the reflection (:

9.00 - Depart from hotel on a bus and went to visit the landmine musuem (:
I forgot how long was the trip (:

10.00 - Bought tickets at 2 USD and went inside to look at the exhibits (:
It was really cruel, all those mines
Casualities will have their body blown off ):
Theres one called "Booby Trapped Ciggaratte"
There was a ball bearing placed at the green part of the ciggarette, when the smoker had almost finished that ciggarette, it blew up in front of his face, his whole head was blown off. If he had place the ciggarette at his side, he would have lived.
So cruel right? for the khmer Rouges. ):
Saw a lot of missles and mines, Claymores too (: but there were all FFE (: Free-From-Explosives

11.30 - Boarded the bus and went for lunch at a local restaurant (:
It was quite ok, though there was a house fly in my drink -.-"
Took photos of my lunch (:

12.30 - Went on to the Handicap International branch at Siem Reap (:
It is a organisation funded by France? ( I forgot )
It is for the people who had a leg or arm blowned off during the war or post-war by land mines and UEO - Unexploded Objects. ):
There was a tour guide who explain the procedures to us, how the make the fake arm and legs and fingers and how they train the victims. (:
I studied a post war hero, Akira, a professional and skilled Soldier who can diffuse mine with his bare hands. He has diffuse over 1-2million mines to this date.
It was estimated that some 5million mines and UEO were still left undetonated.

2.30 - went back on the bus and head towards the Silk Worm FARM!!!
I learned from the guides that Cambodia is the only country that produce this silk "Gold Silk" From their silk worms.

3.00 - Reached the silk worm farm
Walked in and a guide introduced himself and offered to show us around (:
Well, we walked through workshops and workshops of how they make silk as fine as they are. (:
I have got a lot of photos here, but I will leave it to a later date (:

4.00 - Went to the silk worm farm shop (:
Brought 25dollars worth of sourvenirs (:

5.00 - Back to the hotel for a 45mins break before dinner (:
Don't feel like bathing so I watched Cartoon network with clement and haqim (:
While eating pringles (:

5.45 - Back to Bus and went on to the same restaurant as for lunch (:
The Songs Commitee put up a song for us to sing before dinner (:
It was the reknowned "Tick-Tock Song" (:
Dinnered (: only ate a bit as was feeling that I should eat Cup Noodles later (:

7.30 - It was already VERY dark, so we went back to the hotel for our reflection (:
We sat in our own commitee and thought of the question set by the Vendor - What can we contribute to singapore as a singaporean ? (:
Well, I say i will contribute to the economy (: hahas
I forgot what was in for reflection (: Shall update this some other time with photos de (:

10.00 - Went back to hotel room to wash up (: took a bath tub bathe (:
Refreshed I watched TV till 11.00 as to wait for clement to come up to my room -.-"

11.00 - He came up and we were just about to sleep, (:
He said that he won't be able to sleep as this is a new environment.
That's crap, he's the first one that fell asleep
-.-" then I was like talking to him, waste my saliva la -.-"

~ Day 2 ~
- 31st October
- Weather, Sunny Drizzling

6.15 - Woke up from sleep -.-" was so tired la, but cannot help it must wake up de
Bathe Bathe, The water there will keep fluctuate de -.-" sometimes VERY hot, Sometimes VERY cold ):
But got hot can le (:

6.30 - Clement went back to his 205 room and haqim came back, Unpacking things for the trip later
Insect repellent, wet wipes, Camera (:
Well, Styled my hair and washed my face, applied sunblock

6.45 - Went down to ground floor for breakfast, saw that Clement, Huang suan and Leslie were at the breakfast venue le (:
I ate pancakes and drank milk (: hahas

7.15 - Went to the Lobby and sat on the lounge while waiting for the late comers to make the arrival. ):
Anyway, Conversed with teachers and the lady boss, chatted with clement too (:
Huang Suan went back to his room at 7 cause he finished breakfast and want to get some rest? (:

7.30 - Everybody EXCEPT, Kar hoe and his roommate Benjamin were present ):
Apparently they overslept (:
They were blaming each other jokingly, I think it was like this-
Kar Hoe - You see la Benjamin! Why you go off the alarm!
Benjamin - You say noisy then I off la. -.-"
Kar Hoe - Alarm suppose to be noisy so can wake you up rite!
Benjamin - Knnb you don't want wake up now you say me -.-"
Kar Hoe - Fuck you, who ask you continue sleep !
Benjamin - Knn, You sleep then I also continue right
Kar Hoe - Fuck You, Just now you say ....
Interrupted by Benjamin - YAHYAHYAH
Kar Hoe - JUST NOW
Interrupted by Benjamin - LAHLAHLAH
Kar Hoe - JUSTs
Interrupted by Benjamin - BlahBlahBlah
Kar Hoe - Fuck -.-"

* Well, In the end, They tio scold by teacher and was forced to Apologise in the bus (:
They going to Sing a Song for us at night during reflection (:
They started talking about, A TV channel -.-" known as Fashion TV or for short, FTV -.-"
They say what, the girls there very HOT -.-"
Then actually only siddiq know, then after that Xi Jie, Then after that jie ren then EVERYONE KNOW -.-"

7.45 - Went on the bus (:
Travelled to the entrance to the temples and bought the tickets (: 20USD

8.15 - Went on to the entrance and proceeded to the Angkor Wat temple which was abnormal because the main gate is facing the west and every other temple is facing the East. (: Thats special though.
Anyway Angkor Wat means - Palace Monastry according to the tour guide (:
And the Five highest towers represents Five Peaks of Mount Meru
To enter the temple you have to cross a Rainbow Bridge over a moat. (:
It is said that crossing the rainbow bridge is the first step to Paradise (:
Angkor Wat was originally a Hindu temple, After the buddhist came, It was changed into a Buddhist temple. (:
Anyway the Steps at Angkor Wat is really steep and decaying. (:
The Naga Statues were menacing, some had its head eroded off.
Well, we walk through the temple and into the Gallery where the history was written/carved on the walls (:
Well, the was lots of story, which I don't relaly think I should elaborate here (:
Namely they are - Churning of the sea of milk, The Ramajenut Story and lots more. (:
Some of the Buddha's head were gone due to vandalism and fanaticism as they chop off the head and smuggle it out and sell it to other countries.

*Then there was this special room called echo room, where it's said that you have to stand with your back on the wall and knock your chest with your palm and hear the echo for the sound of god, and answers for your questions. You have to ask a question in your heart and hit your chest equivilant to a odd number sequence be it 3,6 or even 59 which was what I did. 59 times -.-"

10.00 - Went on to the next time Ta Prohmn (:
It is unique due to its connection with nature.
I think it is build by a King for his mother, and there were Jewels and Precious Stones in stored on the walls so that the entire temple seems to glow at night. But they were removed (:
There was an echo room too (:
And the tress that grow in that temple were HUGE and GIGANTIC is like 3 times the height of the tallest tree in Singapore (:
Some tress that grows ON the temples resemble shapes and animals like there was one on the entrance and it's shaped like a python and naga( Sea Serpent )
The temple was quite dark (:

11.30 - Went for lunch at the entrance, picnic (: but wasn't the same.
We ate beside a large river known as the Emperor's Swimming pool.
Well, I didnt eat much as I don't feel hungry at all -.-"
And also, there were 3dogs -.-" watching us as we eat.
Ate quite fast though and took some photos zzzzzzz.

1.30 - Boarded the bus again and went on to the Banteay srey a Maiden's Temple
This temple was quite small but very intersting, it has a very detailed explanation.
The tour guide said that the Hindu God Vishnu had 10 Avatars, I can remember some - A Turtle, A Centaur, A elephant head but a human's body, A demon , can't remember le (:
Well this temple mainly exhibits Carvings (:

4.00 - Back To HOTEL (: Had like an hour and 30mins to prepare for dinner (:
So I bathed and rested for a while as all the waking is making me feel feeble. (:

5.45 - Met at lobby with everyone and boarded the bus and departed for dinner (:
In the bus, I emo-ed through, thinking of ****** can't help it. Feel like I am bursting.

6.30 - Reached the Restaurant and did a cheer lead by the Song Commitee (:
Tick Tock Cheer again -.-"
Proceeded to take our food from the trays (:
As usual I took the least (:
Haqim was god, he took something like Mount Everest (:

7.00 - After we ate we played some games together, normally is we, the games commitee start a game within ourselves and then everyone will start coming. The game for today is I think, Mafia.
It was total fiasco -.-"
Wa, It's already so obvious that Benjamin was the Mafia and I was the detective. -.-"
I chose him correctly -.-"
But cannot convince the rest to vote him out -.-"
In the end, they say I look much more suspicious -.-" then they were all murderer -.-"
So Benjamin won (: Congrats though. -.-" Your acting is top notch.

8.00 - Back to Hotel,
Had a 5 mins break for the washroom and changed to our flip-flops for reflection time (:

8.10 - When all were present, we moved the furnitures so as to sit in a circle (:
So the games commitee started the reflection to spice up the mood (: we played a game -.-"
The mafia again -.-" actually its quite boring at we had to keep on closing our eyes -.-"
Well, Ms Chow LOST (: She's the mafia HAHAS (:

8.30 - Officially started our reflection. Handed in the worksheet and then started on the reflection.
And Preparation for our CIP programme, the Building and Teaching group (:
I think we had to draw a community within our commitee too (:
Erm, we drawed according to the Five Defenses
Mainly,
*Social - Education - Siti
Psychology - Rehabilitation - Jinwei I.C.
Military - Army - How Kar
Civil - Ambulance - Syahirah
Economy - Airport - Benjamin

Our community name was - Bright Future Community
I did a introduction speech for our group (: so they continued (:
The other groups did something like,
Clement's Group, Welfare Commitee did - DnGu Community, Do not Give Up
Huang Suan's Group, Luggage Commitee did - Lug Land (:
Kar Hoe's Group, Songs Commitee did - Song Community
Anyway enough of reflection.

10.30 - Back to my room, clement had officially moved into my room, although without the consent of our teachers -.-"
I bathed again, in the bath tub (: hahas very soothing (:
Clement watch TV (: so yeah

11.00 - Huang Suan Came over to my room (:
We ate cup noodles and watched TV together (: hahas
was quite enjoyable (:

12.00 - Went to bed (: It's somewhat Comfortable (:
Again Clement sleep first (: hahas.

~ Day 3 ~
- 1st Novemebr
- Weather: Drizzling
6.00 - Woke up not quite refreshed ):
Clement bathed first caused I couldn't get out of my bed, it's way too comfortable (:
Anyway, there was this unexplained blood stains somewhere near the TV -.-"
Nevermind, don't mind it then (:

6.45 - Went for Breakfast
This time only Kar Hoe, Miss Chow and Benjamin were there -.-"
I guess Kar Hoe and Benjamin had learnt their LESSONs (: hahas
Anyway, they always come early and eat eat eat until 7.30 -.-"
Today I got chicken wings, Pancake and a cup of VERY sweet tea, had 8 teaspoons of sugar in it (:

7.30 - Boarded the bus glad that everyone was punctual (:
We set off for the village (:
The trip was around 45 mins (:
Slept in the bus (:
Everyone was super down la -.-"

8.15 - Arrived at the outskirts of the village, had to walk 600metres to the school (:
But before going to the school, we had a village tour (:
To get to know how the villages live.
Well, they mainly live off chickens and small fishes.
The Cambodians have one saying " When theres water, theres fishes (:"
Our Path had to be rerouted because of water buffalos -.-" they seemed unfriendly -.-"

9.15 - Made our way to the school.(:
Well, just when we were about to reach the school -.-"
There was this herd of buffaloes coming our direction -.-"
Well, as there is only one paved road and other side was the paddy fields we had no choice but to chance on the road -.-"
The Water buffaloes CAME RUSHING TOWARDS US -.-"
Those people in front -.-" were scared off their legs as they rushed towards the fields -.-"
Well, I shall tell you how it feels to walk on the village grounds -.-"
There were mud everywhere and cow dungs every corner -.-"

9.30 - Greeted by the principal and the CARPENTERS (:
We were briefed once more and our groups had to go to our venue (:
So I from the building group had to proceed to the skeleton of a library (:
We were taught how to Nail (:
I find it quite challenging (:

10.00 - We were taught how to shave the bamboos to make them usable (:
Well, I nearly chopped off my fingers -.-"

10.30 - We look as the carpenters set off the make the smaller frame of the structure.
We watched and learn, while I occasionally shoot questions.
Then to not let Ms Chow scold us for not doing anything, I went and help the carpenter (:
I borrowed his hammer and started hammer -.-"
Basically, I injured myself and I throw my own face -.-"
Because I don't know how to hammer properly -.-"
He used 3hits to hammer the nail in, while i use 20+++ -.-"
Thankfully, I wasn't the only one -.-" Everyone was like that (: hahas

12.30 - We break for lunch (:
The frame was not even a quarter done -.-"
But we were hungry, so we walked all the way 600m of mud track back to the bus where it stood waiting -.-"
In the end, we eat outside, I sat under a super low lying tree that my head nearly touched the leaves -.-" It was kinda creepy.
I, along with a few others, were afraid that some insect will drop from the tree into our lunch -.-"
Anyway, the lunch was really crappy -.-" An egg, mushroom soup and a rotten apple -.-"
But it was better than the kids there, they have nothing to eat ): haix
So I took my apple along with the rest who don't want to eat the fruit and gave it to the kids (:

1.00 - Walked 600m back to the school -.-" Seriously, everyone should have stepped on cow dung by now. (:
The "Teachers" were late for class, (: hahas, and they were still strolling along, taking pictures -.-"
Teachers mainly means the teaching group (":

1.30 - Continued working and working with Xi Jie as the IC (: hahas
So erm, I did a bit of shaving the bamboos and nailing the frame together.
In the end, I think shaving is not my type, so I concentrate on nailing (:
Me Haqim Clement and Siddiq proceed to do the frame (:
Erm, I did mostly the left side (:
BUT, we did a very poor job -.-" SADDEN
Well, I pound my thumb more than 5 times -.-"
It was so red and puffy, but I refuse to rest, gungho ma (: hahas
NAILING IS FUN DE LO (:
Even though my poor thumb was injured badly, I still held on to my job (:
I think Huang suan and Kar Hoe good at shaving (:

4.30 - We interacted with the kids there for a while (:
Singing | The More We Get Together | If you are happy and you know it.... | London Bridge
Erm, they don't understand a word of english
Sad Kar Hoe -.-" He tried to raise their spirit by saying
" Hey Guys! How are you Doing??! "
Erm none of them answered ): SO COMICAL LA (: then he sian diao (:
Erm, I was at the back doing some chicken dance -.-"
I don't want de, but no choice -.-"
Must entertain them ma (:
Actually I can feel empathy pouring out of me le (:
Like a burning passion within me (:
We did a lot of things with them using hand signs lo (:

5.30 - We prepared to leave the premises, when we saw ms chow really frustrated with the library frame -.-"
Apparently the chief carpenter wasn't really please with our work ):
Said that our frame was really crooked and cannot make it
We had to fix it tomorrow (: or the carpenter will do it, which was a disgrace. ):
Ms Chow sad that we need to really put our hearts into building this library (:

6.00 - Back to the Bus
Since we were late, we went straight for dinner (:
Anyway before that the teachers had to buy some markers and stuff for the teaching group (:

7.30 - Had dinner at the same restaurant again, actually that restaurant not bad de (:
But just a very little variety of food -.-"
Did the SAME cheer again (:
But this time we played a game known as "Game of Laughter" ^^
It was created by clement and me (:
We played this game with Kar Hoe and his group
This game is like, Game master will select one joker, that joker must make anyone laugh in 2mins, if he/she fails he has to drink CHILLI (: if he does make people laugh, the joker position will be transfered to the person who laughed, so on and so forth.
Hahas, Siti was the one who keep on laughing la -.-"
And then when it's her turn, she cannot make people laugh -.-"
Then other groups joined in, mainly luggage group (:
Li PING pro joker la -.-" don't think she very quiet -.-"
She nearly made me laugh -.-"
But in the end Jia min laugh first lo (:
Jia min noob joker -.-" she dunno how make people laugh, in the end the teachers save her, say that its time to board the bus -.-"

8.30 - Back to hotel
We got 45 mins to wash up and proceed for reflection (:
I did a very quick wash up (:
So did clement
Then Huang Suan came over, and we watched Vampire Slayer on the TV for about 10mins before going down to the dining area for reflection

9.30 - REFLECTION (: haahs
I seriously forget what we did during reflection but only one thing
Ms Chow had a few processing cards and she spread them out on the ground
We had to choose one and think of what does the card have to do with the today's activity
I picked Thunderstorm (:
And I was first to present my answers -.-"
I said something like, even though the rain caught us, we still carry on with our work (: and something else, can't remember.

11.30 - Back to Room (:
hahas, I changed into my pajamas and went to my bed and watched so TV
Then clement pig de -.-" say he tired wan sleep -.-"
So I let him sleep lo, then I sleep too (:
HAHAS (:

~ Day 4 ~
- 2nd November
- Weather, Quite Sunny, Results in many sunburns -.-"

6.00 - Had a morning call (:
Woke up, couldn't sleep well last night -.-"
HAD dogs barking all night la, -.-" got ghost meh? -.-"
Bathed quickly and packed my things for later (:

6.45 - Went for breakfast,
Saw Kar Hoe and Benjamin down there again -.-
Early birds -.-"
I think " Once bitten twice shy" (: hahas
Had Pancakes, Chicken Wings and Tea (:

7.00 - Went back to our room, before that, went to huang suan's room -.-"
Found out that he is still sleeping -.-"
So he and Yi siang rushed and went down.
According to Huang Suan,
The reason why he cannot wake up is because of Yi siang, Watching TV till 1AM. -.-"

7.30 - Went to the lobby and waited for Ms Chow to come (:
Had a chat with the lady boss (:

7.45 - BOARDED THE BUS FINALLY (:
Had Air Con and wanted to sleep la -.-"
So we proceeded to the village again and to the school 600m of mud walk (:

8.30 - Had to buffaloes in our way because it's early and they had gone grazing (:
So our path is cleared (:
Erm, we greeted the carpenters and principal again (:
Had our bags deposited in a classroom and proceeded to work (:

8.45 - This time, our building group were more organised (:
6 of us were of the Nailing Group mainly - Haqim IC | Jinwei | Clement | How Kar | Siddiq | Benjamin |
We proceeded with our jobs (:
Had a few injuries but only a few.
My Skills were of top notch now (: hahas well, of a standard that is quite ok (:
Had a seriously hard and hot time repairing the frame.
In the end, the carpenters took over and we did a new and bigger frame (:
And now we need to do it precisely, straight bamboos, straight nails (:
We switch between two groups (: 3 each
One person nails, one person check vertical allignment, the other check horizontal allignment (:
So with our efficiency, we were able to finish the frame some time after lunch (:

11.30 - Breaked for Lunch (:
600m mud track again back to the bus for lunch (:
Lunched -.- EGGS AGAIN, but better than nothing ):
We had oranges today, so I collected them and pass it to the locals again (:
I ate very little lo (:
Got scolded for littering ): sorry.

12.30 - Tracked back to the village school

1.00 - Teachers went back to their own group and builders went back to building the frame (:
Our frame was half completed (: and VERY STRAIGHT
You can see the contrast between the first and the second frame lo (:
We complete the frame till 3/4 then the carpenters could'nt stand our slowness -.-"
So one of them helped us, wa, he very pro, one person can beat us 6 people 2folds =.="
His is SKILLED(:
So erm he helped us complete the last 2 columns (:
They patched the Leaves on the frame again (: To Make it very airy (:
The library was like 3/4 completed and now all thats left is the front view frames (:
Two really smal frames did it (:
Erm, the last we did it quite quickly (:

4.00 - EVERYONE in the nailing group starting calling me "gangster" and "Leader" AND "Chiong" -.-" Gang leader -.-"
I think because I chiong through the frames la -.-"
By then I can nail one point with 4 hits -.-"
And saw the protruding edges Very quickly lo (:
So they call me "Chiong" due to my gungho-ness
Hahas -.-" in the end the whole day called me chiong -.-"
Then there was once Siddiq and Clement said -
Clement - Eh someone touched my butt you noe.
Siddiq - Eh Chiong someone also touch my ass, want beat him or not?!
Me - -.-" No nno need -.-" cause it's good that people touch your ass, you know what that means? It Means you are SEXY -.-"

This made them wolf-whistled (: HAHAS comical la -.-"
Then they say wooooooooo Chiong SIol -.-"
Then every photo must me in middle de -.-"
Took a photo with building group (: hahas

4.30 - Left the premises (:
Happy that we completed our library, (:
We are left with the sign board which was for tomorrow (:
Happy that our work was done and that we pulled through the 4th day (:

5.00 - Back to the hotel (:
Had 45mins to wash up and rest (:
So I bathed once and plan to bathe another time later (:
Clement bathe too, because the stench was unbearable (:
Ate some Crackers (:

5.45 - Waited for late-comers at the lobby -.-"
So I talked with ms Hafiza and Mdm Chok (:

5.50 - Boarded the Bus (: hehe
Set off for the restaurant again (: hahas
SAME RESTAURANT everyday eat egg -.-"

6.15 - At the restaurant (:
Did some cheer and then Games committee first to get their food (: HAHAS
So I ate the least again -.-"
SAD SIA.
Then haqim wa, he ate mount everest + mount fuji la -.-" so good apetite (:
Anyway I ate so little and I didn't get desserts -.-"

6.45- After my dinner
WE Played a game called, LOSE APETITE
That game was created by me, out of boredom la -.-"
I got the idea from How Kar (: cause he keep talking about shit -.-"
Ok, as I saw Jia Min eating HAPPILY in front of me (:
I Grew some devil horns, me and how kar bombard SHITS on her plate
Well, not shit, just VIRTUAL shits (:
hahas, we said alot of things lo.
Take for example ( In Chinese ),
Me - Wow, How Kar, I wonder how she continue eating that pile of shit without flinching.
How Kar - Ya lo, I am impressed man, she can even eat cow droppings!
Me - Wow, Now she's eating that shit from the toilets *Points at the toilet*
How Kar - Wa, I applaude her man. *Claps*
Huang suan - Wa Jinwei you so bad ^^
Me - No la, just feel like shiting on her plate.
Jia Min - Wa lao !! YOu make me LOST APETITE!!! Push away her fruit bowl (:
hhaas I won (: LOLs. So this is how the game is played
In the end, we decided to play this game the next day before dinner (: HHAAHS

7.30 - Well, The teachers sad we had to go
We boarded the bus and and and and Set off for the hotel lo (:
Great, I feeling hungry (: haahs

8.00 - Stoped at a petrol station to stock up water and SNACKS (:
HAHAS, I bought pringles and stuff (:

8.30 - We were given 5mins for toilets and changing into flip flops (:
Rushed up the stairs to my room on the 4th floor -.-"
Me and clement used the toilets and rushed down again -.-" we were early la -.-
The teachers were late -.-

8.45 - Reflection officially started with a game from our committe (:
We played Concentration game (:
Here goes lo -
Concentration Concentration
This is a game of concentration
number number, number number.
Hahas, first to be eliminated is Yi Xiang number 1 HAHAS
Kar Hoe als made a stupid mistake lo (: so he was eliminated (:
Huang suan (: FUNNY SIA Leslie said his number like 1818, 4 4
Then Huang Suan wasn't concentrating he replied 18,18, --
Therefore he is eliminated (: should be 4 4 , ----
Haqim the best lo, he was eliminated honorably,
He tio 5 times in a row -.-"
The once who wasn't eliminated were 5 people including me -.-" cause My number was called last then 10times (: Lucky.
Those who was eliminated had to do chicken dance hahas (:

8.45 - Had reflection, we did our reflection as per normal and I forgot the details (:
Just that Benjamin had to share his reflection on these three questions -
1) What is enjoyable throughout the trip?
2) What caused discomfort during the trip?
3) What is one application you had learnt?

Well I will answer these myself briefly (:
1) The visits to the musuems and tourists places (:
2) The rain and the mud
3) Difference between Sympathy and Empathy

10.30 - Back to our Room (:
Clement funny la -.-"
He say he tired -.-
THEN Huang Suan came over
We on the television and guess what?
We saw DOA on the TV channel -.-"
Then Clement wanna watch but I force him to go bathe first -.-" can't stand the stench
He in the toilet very noisy say what -
Wa, I want watch DOA de. NB I see DOA I wanna F*** -.-"
Then Huang Suan was talking on the phone with Jia Min suddenly broke out laughing very madly -.-"
Huang Suan then say that Jia Min and her gang wanna come over to my room for party -.-"
As I was really tired -.-"
I told them NO!
But they still come -.-"
Make our room very very very very smelly and dirty la -.-"
You guys noe wat party was that? Cup noodles party -.- "
Pure lameness for them la -.-" Should have organise a Bachelor's party for clement better sia -.-"
Clement say he want watch FTV -.-"
I was going to tell him to go to another room la -.-"
He said he was joking -.-"
Crap man.

11.30 - FINALLY TIME TO SLEEP (:
HAHAS SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP (:
VERY SOUNDLY LO. CLEMENT SNORES !!!

~ Day 5 ~
- 3rd November
- Weather Bright and sunny, Sunny Rain

6.00 - Slept too soundly -.-"
One shot till 6.00am -.-"
Seriously I think I only slept a wink ):
DAMN tired la -.-"
But on the brighter side, it's the last day
Went to bathe (:

6.15 - Came out of the bathroom for clement to bathe (:
Pack my stuff for today and put my camera and wallet into my bag (:
Well, looking for today's farewell party at the village (:
styled my hair a little

6.45 - Went down for breakfast (:
Today earlier then Kar Hoe and Benjamin (:
Hahas, only Ms Chow was eating breakfast there (:

7.00 - Went to call Huang Suan at the lobby -.-"
Turns out he was still sleeping -.-"
Crap, I think he slept very soundly too (:
Anyway, yesterday dogs didn't bark (:

7.30 - Boarded the bus right on time lo (:
Had a really good time sleeping in the bus (:
Traveled to the village again (:

7.45 - Stopped at a bread shop (:
To buy bread and stuff for the chief carpenter and the carpenters for their hard work (:
Only the teacher's went down though (:

8.45 - Had to walk 600m of mud track to the school -.-
Though today there were lots of stray dogs (:
But no sign of buffaloes (: which was a relieve (:

9.00 - We observe how the Chief Carpenter did the signpost (:
And after the carpenter did what he had to, Kar Hoe took over and painted his words (:
Looks like a realy well did sign post (: haahs
Anyway, Kar Hoe was sweating like a mad dog -.-" (:

10.00 - We Hanged up the sign post and took lots of picture with it (:
Mainly with te carpenters (:

10.15 - Natures calling, need the toilet BUT, there isn't any in the village -.-
We did what other cambodians would do, urinate in the bushes (:
ME,KAR HOE,XI JIE, CLEMENT went to the bushes to spray our water hose -.-"
(Kar hoe made me say that -.-")
Anyway, Kar Hoe had the most liquid -.-"
Clement urinated on his own hand -.-"
LOLs, we were laughing madly about that la. -.-"

10.45 - Farewell party commences (:
We distribute our gifts to the children there (:
one by one, we ran out of gifts -.-" we took the hotels, comb and brushes and gave it to them (:
HAHAS, I feel that it was kinda insincere ):

11.15 - Presented gifts to the principal, teachers and the carpenters (:
(; and we took a group picture with everyone including the children (: haahs
It was really memorable
Theres this crowd who were so interested in my braces -.-"
That everytime I smile, they giggle -.-"

11.30 - went back to the bus for our lunch (:
ATE LITTLE AGAIN (: but nevermind can survive can le (:

12.30 - Boarded the bus lo,
Took a picture of a pig!!! (: It was so big la -.-"
It was a 2 hour ride to the Wild Life Conservation Centre (:
So I slept throughout the ride (:

2.45 - Went to the entrance of the centre and it says toilet -.-"
We went to the entrance of the toilet and saw -.-"
Tourists - 2000riel per toilet ticket -.-"
2000riel = 50cents USD. -.-"
50cents for a toilet break? -.-"
Chill man, I am not going in -.-"

3.00 - Gathered outside the entrance to the Wildlife Conservation (:
As we enter the Conservation premises, we saw a duck (: SO CUTE la -.-"
We were greeted by 2 tour guides lo (:
But only one did the talking (:
Ok, let's get to what animals we saw at the Conservation (:
We saw, Peacocks, Monkeys, Chimpanzee (: PORCUPINE!!! , BILLs, WORMBATS, WATER SNAKES AND MANY MORE.
The most memorable one was the porcupine la -.-"
Its so cute, (:
And we were playing a game, we need to scare the porcupine so that it unleashes its spikes (:
Hahas, I was successful on the first note, but anything after that, I can't le lo.
I think the porcupine grew accustomed to me (:
Ms Chow Stepped on an ant mount -.-"
Well, in the end, we went to a library and saw many turtle shells (:
We were there for about 1hour (:

4.15 - Boarded the bus, (:
Very happy that no more BIG RED ANTS can attack me la -.-"
Quite fun though (: we went to the breeding grounds (:
We were heading towards the central market for our Last night's shopping (:
The central market was at Siem Reap City, So I slept through the journey again (:

6.00 - At the central market, we were given half an hour for shopping (:
Actually it's quite a lot, considering the size of the market and it's items for sale
It's not much, few paintings, few displays and nothing more -.-"
the first shop u visit will sell the same thing as the next -.-"
So it's kinda boring lo (:

6.45 - Boarded the Bus and went on to our next destination (: The Amazon Buffet (:
It was a 15mins trip (:
And I was awake the whole journey (:

7.05 - Actually the food there very little la -.-"
3 Counters thats all -.-"
Only have a few cuisine -.-"
What a waste -.-"
But nevertheless its good compared to the previous nights (:
With the beef and french fries and DESERT (: hahs
Fact is, I ate the least again!!!
Well, not compared to siti, she was sick ):

8.00 - Watched the performance put up by the locals, the Apsara Dance (:
But didn't pay much attention to it.
After they finished we went up to take a group picture (:

9.00 - BACK TO HOTEL(:
We were given 45 mins to wash up and meet at the dining area (:
I went up to bathe (: well, did a very fast one as I will be using the bathe tub later on (:
Then clement also bathe lo -.-"
Last night le lo, in the hotel (;

9.45 - Went down to the area and reflection started (:
Erm, well, we started off by writing our reflection and Mr Yoong said that mine was chosen as one of the best reflections out of 5, so I need to stay back for an interview -.-"
So we wrote our reflections on that booklet -.-"

10.00 - Ms Chow Arrived, So we had a prize presentation (:
For the Best Quiz, We have Jinwei, Clement, Syahirah and Irene ? (: I not sure, because I just remember me and clement hahas (:
For the Best Reflection, Jinwei, , Syahirah, Haqim and Li Ping (:
For the Loudest Cheer - Yi Siang
For the Hidden Potential award - Suzzy (:

10.30 - We were told and we gave our thanks to Ms Chow and the teachers (:
Ms Chow - For such a wonderful Vendor (: For doing something extra (:
Teachers - For spending time with us in Cambodia (:
And then everyone went back to their respective rooms (:
And the four of us had to stay back for the interview
Haqim went first, he spoke for a long time la -.-
Then it was my turn, I spoke for like 5mins? But Ms Chow said it was great (:

11.00 - Went up to the hotel,
Had a bath tub refreshing shower (:
and Watch the Man Vs Wild on Discovery Channel (:
It was totally cool la -.-" How he survive (:

11.45 - Anyway, As clement was bathing I made Milo for him and myself(:
Me and him drank it in one breath (: like a emo party lo (: two person (:
But we prefer this way (:
Hahas.

12.00 - Clement very tired -.-"
Then I also join in tired also -.-"
So we decided to sleep and wake up at 4am (:
(: LOLS.

~~ The End Of The Cambodia Trip ~~
p.s. If there's anything I missed out please tell me (:

~ Photos!!! ~
*Will be edited again (: Or preferably on the next post (:

ARGHH!!!
I USED 2DAYS FOR THIS POST !!! -.-"
Well, It was a memorable trip though (:

Summary - Don't bother to count -.-"
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♥ Waiting for the Goddess to Descend ♥

DBSK - Jinwei (:

♥ Wednesday, October 29, 2008@1:53 AM
Chapter 8 - Failure is the Mother of Success
♥ Waiting for the Goddess to Descend ♥
♥ Love ♥ Love ♥ Love ♥
♥ Hugging in the Rain ♥

♥ My arms are here to protect you ♥
♥ I will make your heart again ♥
♥ Clear your mind ♥

Current mood -
Enlightened
Happy
Neutral
Emo
Sad
Terrible

♥ Quote of the Day - Failure is the Mother of Success, I will never stop loving you ♥
♥ Message of the Day - Are you going to give me a cold shoulder for the rest of your life? 0: Don't look at me like a migratory bird.♥

~ A Day of Reverence ~

12.00 - Woke up (: Lols quite late right? Because I slept at 3am (: so I sleep for 9hours O.O (:
Longest night I ever had this year ):
Anyway need to wake up because someone called me on the phone): zzzzzzZzzzz
Nevermind, got to thank him though (: If not I will be still on my bed ):
Anyway, went straight to toilet because my hair looks stupid ):

12.30 - Bathed and "Groomed" (:
Refreshing and Enticing (:
Well, Skipped breakfast, as you could not count eating at 12.30 breakfast (:
Ate some snacks, mainly Super Rings and Kit Kat (: ALL MY FAV!!!

1.30 - LUNCH (:
Ate Fried Chicken (: muahaahah Delicious, But I think I gained some fats ):
I think my maid got the hang of cooking a delicious meal (: hahas
I wanna learn to cook le ^^ Sounds fun

2.00 - Played DOTA with clement and Cousin all the way till 5pm ):
Wa Lifeless le, haixhaixhaix ): ):
We lost all the games, partly because I was really angry that everyone thought Zen|F is a clan -.-"
Anyway, they keep scolding us -.-" which made us scold back, although we tried to control the fire, but to no avail ): ):
Another factor is because Ming jie is not playing -.-"
Now he is known to me as "Pang Seh" king ):
Very angry with him, but nevermind, even without him we can soar.
But anyways, because of him, we have 2 public guys in our team which make us very disorganize.
Then clement almost going to return to his habit ):
Well, we lost due to our hot-headness and little of our "skills" ):
Next time when playing dota must stay calm (:
Or maybe I get a fluorine toothpaste (:
As it's said that flourine milds the nerves ):
Do you feel cheated? As they say fluorine actually whitens your teeth. ):

5.30 - Very bored, cause keep on lose and keep on spending time in front of computer, eyes are tired. ): ): ):
I went to my piano bench and sat, looking outside the window at the distant green trees (:
Longing for some great miracles to happen ( Contradicting my previous post huh?) ):
But the miracles never did happened
Anyway I played a bit of piano too (:
Songs are namely - Dandelion's Promise | The Musician | Sadness and Sorrow |
Clement also introduce me one game known as, Atlantica ^^ It's kinda fun and it's turned-based strategy game (: So it needs quick reflexes. (:
Cool, My download speed much faster than his (:
What I finish downloading by 1.5hours, he took 3hours, cool huh? (:

6.00 - Really cannot take the heaviness of my eyelids ): ):
Went back to bed, really a pig hor? -.-"
Slept all the way to dinner ^^
Dreamt of a serene place full of butterflies (:

7.15 - Woke up, not exactly refreshed ): ):
Guys, I have a question to ask.
Seriously, why do we always wake up and find ourselves much more tired than before we sleep? That's when we take a nap isn't it? Or is it because we were still at dreamland? ):
So ate dinner, which was like so feng fu (:
4 dishes ^^

7.45 - I am picking up fruit-eating again (:
Ate lots of watermelon today, I could had been in a watermelon spree ^^
Just that I can't resist the temptation of juicy watermelons (:
I ate more than my sister -.-" she ate some papaya and mangoes too ^^

8.30 - Back to Atlantica with clement -.-"
He very funny, keep on take my kills and my loot -.-"
I kill, he take, I kil he take ):
But I did the same to him too (:
SO fair fair ^^

9.00 - Bathed again (: Refreshed and rejuvenated ^_^
My nose are full of pimples -.-" omg
I think I going lazer treatment la 0.-"
Acne is killing me currently, not dengue ):

9.30 - Back to Atlantica again (:
Well, this time I go steal clement's kill (:
Wow, he lvl 9 le -.-"
Always ps me de.........

10.45 - DOTAed with clement and cousin again):
Cousin said he would DC anytime, but I think thats crap. ):
Anyway, lost again -.-" Today seems cursed, keep on losing -.-"
Well, If there is no Fall, there wouldn't be Rise isn't it?
Failure is the Mother of Success, there you have my title (:

11.30 - Played DOTA again -.-"
THIS TIME FINALLY WIN
Actually because of my cousin la, he very professional
But before he become professional, we helped him (:
So thats how teamwork works (:

12.30 - Talked with my cousin on the phone -.-"
Well, didn't know so much to chat about, we chat for 1.5hours man. ):
It's like talking with her, only that this one is with a man lols. (:
Ok, Talked about DOTA and how to improve DOTA skills -.-"

3.00 - Read Brisingr, zzzz seriously I very slow on that book. -.-" ): ):
I could not concentrate on the book le ): Too tired le

3.50 NOW - Even while typing this post, I feel like sleeping, eyelids are both drooping ):
My fingers keep on typing wrong words. ):
And my mind has been inflicted by serious thoughts, of Love. ):
Of how I was, after that declaration, Ignored or cast aside ):
While I guess this is what they call - Aftermath of Love ):
The part where love is found one-sided, unrequited love is the most painful of all ):
Which is whats happening to me now. ):
Woots I am the only one awake and active on msn now (:

♥ Photo of the Day ♥


See those two love birds? (:
I am "jealous" of them -.-"
They are so lovely and loving with each other (:
I wish we were like them, but lets say that wishing for miracles are useless (: as my love is unrequited. ):
Anyway, you have your life, and if you don't want me to intervene, I won't, But I still Love you no matter how bad you make me feel. (:

p.s. Will we return to the days where we had romantic nights of laughter? I really hope that day wouldn't be a miracle, I hope it will be reality, I will make it reality.

LOVES ♥
♥ To All My Friends - Would you stop psing me?! I Adore You ♥
♥ To My Family And Small Family - Hope you guys miss me (: I Miss You ♥
♥ To _You_ - Your voice is the song of the mermaids, I Love You~♥

Summary (:, ):, -.-", ♥
----> Smiles (: - 37
----> Sad Faces ): - 34
----> Diao Faces -.-" - 16
----> Loves ♥ - 27

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70mins for Blogging (:
Serously into it (: It's kinda fun.
O yeah, forgot to mention,
I will be leaving for cambodia on thursday which means thursday 6am (:
It's kinda early and we need to reach the airport by 3am So I won't be blogging tomorrow and for the rest of the 6 days there (:
I hope you guys will miss this blog's update because I put a lot of effort into updating (:
Well, at most I will leave my will here (:
♥ My Will ♥
If something were to happen to me at Cambodia,
♥I will have this blog tell my Mum and Dad " I Love You" and appreciate your guidance and care. I am sorry I am not that filial as a son, but I will be. And the effort you made for bringing me into life. I very cherished my life and lived it to the fullest (:
♥I will have this blog tell my sister that, although sometimes you are a pain in my ass, but I still Adore you and care for you (: It's so wonderful having such a great sister like yourself (: Take care.
♥To Hippo and Hotdog - Hey you guys must keep sleeping on my bed to keep it warm alright? I will come back now and then to visit (:
♥ To my Cousins, Small Family, Eh sometimes you guys must bring hippo to mid valley alright? I will be right behind (: So you guys must take care alright? (: hahas, make sure you all end up really become good sons and daughters (:
♥I will have this blog tell my teachers, Hey thanks for putting in knowledge into my brain (: But I think its kinda late for me to use it now Thanks for everything, I appreciate it.
♥I will have this blog tell my friends, Guys continue to live your life (: As Life is short, we could die any moment. Live your life to the fullness, Cherish everything, Family, Friends and LOVE! Because you had been such wonderful friends, I want to thank you guys (: For making my life FULL.

---> Clement, Although you sometimes seem a bit harsh, but nevermind thats your personality (: Anyway I learned a number of things from you too (:

---> Huang Suan, You have been such good friends and Gay friend who had been standing by me from the day I was admitted to Swiss Cottage (: I thank you for that (:

---> Wan qin, Woooooo wanqin, you had given me strength at my lowest, help me out of troubles, stand by me, although sometimes a bit kinda too straightforward, I like your personality. Thanks (:

---> Gerald, hey this is the blissful guy!!! Hey, you are the only guy that I respected -.- ' Notice the past tense (: LOLS. ok la. Cause you are so blissful that I don't respect you anymore (: kidding, well you had been such great friend and I always remember the times when we both were at the movies (: hahas

---> Ming Jie, Eh Pang Seh king, I don't have anything to say to you, but nevermind, I forget the part where you pang seh me. Ok you had been very nurturing to me with your cute looks and chubby face. It fills my Life. And with you keep asking me questions, I grow quickly then I expected. Stay the Way you are (: Chuuby Chubby (:

---> Daniel, hey Rejoice I am mentioning you here (: hahas joking, well although you were really pervert, I think you had some good points, like, erm, well, erm, like helping me out with getting away frm hair troubles?? HAHS.

---> Shaw, Lols ok the maths genius is here. -.-" Anyway thanks for everything you "Taught" me (: you had been a great friend by comparing our hair length (: hahas. Take care (: pursue your aerospace dream (:

---> Jordan, although I don't really know you very well, (: but ok la, you had been very good friend by telling me how to change? I think you did that (: hahas.

---> Jing Xian, Woooo black guy (: jkjk, well at least your smiles and your gayness help me find smiles at my lowest moments (: I will remember you, even in death (:

---> Jia Ying, Your livelihood has made me find meaning in life in a way and another, with your smiles and "hi-fis" brings smiles to my face (:

---> Wei chong, erm, well, I dunno why I mentioning you here but nevermind. This is what I really think about you. Here goes - Even if the whole class despises you, or your attitude, or your smelliness. I for one, don't really think that matters, I think that your friendship with me has been a fruitful one (: Hope you would be less aggressive next time (:

---> Jia Wei, er, I think I feel that you hated me a lot, but nevertheless, I still treat you as a rare friend. As all my friends are rare and hard to find, I would like to cherish this friendship with you too. So ya, You have been a really good friend by joking with me and cracking jokes (: Thanks for putting smiles on my face (:

---> Larry and his gang, Erm, You guys must be hating me now , but nevermind, I still wanna cherish this friendship by remembering the good times where we crack jokes together and played arm-wrestling (: Still none has beaten me (: Jia you guys! Both in sports and academic (:

---> To my Sworn brothers(special), As life is short, Its time for you guys to pursue your future, Cherish the time with friends and remember me always (: ok? Although I wasn't a good younger 'brother' Still, I had been your brother yes? (:

---> To Cherish 7, I have nothing to say, but erm, take care ya? (: Pursue your dreams (:

---> To Jia min, -.-" you always hate me de ): I wonder why, tell me someday will you? When I
come and visit you in your dreams (: Yup take care. You had been such a wonderful friend by hating me and make me understand what a girl can do if you offend her -.-" (:

---> Leslie, Hey big guy, I can't believe I won you in arm wrestling (: Ok well, take care ya? Thanks for being my friend although you were of different race, I still liked you, as a friend (: p.s. Must win her over alright? (: I will be watching over you in heaven (:

♥I will have this blog tell my classmates that pursue your dreams even if it seems unrealistic, because believing is creating!!!
♥I will have this blog tell my scouts mate that - We have gone through fire and ice together, I still remember the times at PLTC, December camp Sec 2, which was close to hell where we hike (: Therefore let's meet again at my next life (:
♥I will have this blog, tell you readers, that although something happened, but my heart is still here at my blog and there, at her side, living to protect you.

Ya and lastly, Gerald, don't forget to help me tell her ok? (: Thanks
Omg, this makes it sounds like I am really dying, but better save then sorry (:
I rather die without regrets (:

End of Chapter # 8

♥ Waiting for the Goddess to Descend ♥

DBSK - Jinwei (:

♥ Tuesday, October 28, 2008@12:50 AM
Chapter 7 - Are We Done With This Silence?
♥ Waiting for the Goddess to Descend ♥
♥ Love ♥ Love ♥ Love ♥
♥ Hugging in the Rain ♥

♥ My arms are here to protect you ♥
♥ I will make your heart again ♥
♥ Clear your mind ♥

Current mood -
Enlightened
Happy
Neutral
Emo
Sad
Terrible

♥ Quote of the Day - It useless to hope for miracles ♥
♥ Message of the Day - Look into the future, what do you see for you and me? Is it promising bliss? Or eternal grief? My warmth will enclose your heart and protect you. I want to share your troubles and your busy errands. Will that suffice? ♥

~ A Day of Tears ~

9.00 - RISE AND SHINE for tennis (:
With Hsin Chen and Cousin (: lols. was really looking forward to it
Only my maid was awake ):
Went to bathe

9.15 - Bathed and REFRESHED (:
Can't put on my contact lens because it's only for going to malls and stuff and not sports ):
Sad I think I look good with my contacts (: (Don't you guys think so? )

9.30 - Breakfast-ed (:
Ate Cheese Prata again, It's delicious ^^
Love my taste buds for giving such a wonderful impressin of that prata.

9.45 - Went out of my house door with my backpack -.-"
It was ultra HEAVY !! ): ):
Well not really ultra but i think enough to make me grow shorter. ):

10.15 - Reached Warren Condominium and met hsin chen. (:
Wawawa, long time never play tennis with him (:
Well it's only a week but it seems like a year though. ):

10.20 - Warmed up and was getting ready to own him, my cousin came ):
Hahas, he joined the JJC tennis club and had been training since (:
Anyway it was me who coax him to play tennis (: and of course the anime Prince of Tennis ^^

10.45 - Me and Hsin Chen's combine strength still cannot win my cousin ):
Partly because we were playing doubles court and he in the singles court ):
And another part is that he has proper training ):
LOLs, Planed to go competition with him de, but didn't know when (:

11.15 - MY SPECTACLES GOT KNOCKED OUT!!! ): ):
Well it was really stupid actually, I couldn't see the ball clearly ):
I ran ran ran ran to the ball -.-" and KISSED the ball !!! ):
There goes my first kiss, actually that doesn't really count ^^
But anyway I think my nose was going to bleed as it was so red -.-" (exaggeration)

11.30 - Played half a set with Hsin Chen -.-"
Lost to him sia, 3games to love -.-" crap, wasn't in the mood as I was learning a new serve -.-"
Then he took advantage and won me there and then -.-"

11.45 - Played half a set with my Cousin -.-"
Seriourly, the outcome is so expected that I have no mood -.-"
Lost to him 3-0 -.-" crap.
Before he joined the club, I was wining him effortlessly -.-"
But now...... ):

12.00 - There's this new guard -.-" who chased us out of the tennis courts -.-"
What the.... No one booked the next time slot and he still dont let us continue -.-"
What a Fussy Guy!! ):
Anyway he said, "eh quickly go out, I need to lock this gate"
-.-" then he went outside, I smash a ball ACCIDENTALLY at the gate ):
I hope he dosent think that I am assaulting him. ):

12.15 - Sat at Hsin Chen Condo's lobby and chatted with my cousin (:
Had a real nice and long chat ^^
After that decided to go home for DOTA -.-"

1.00pm - Reached home (:
House was a mess, looked as if it had just been ransacked -.-"
Anyway my mum was rearranging the things at the storeroom ):
Well, I asked if there's anything I could do to help, she said "no"
So I went to Bath (:

1.30 - Had a Long and REFRESHING Shower (:
My mum said that I need to pack my Cambodia stuff, so I did ^^
Wa, My luggage is kinda huge as if going to vacation -.-"

2.30 - Called calvin and DOTAed (: LOLs.
Lifeless ): played played played, We lost that round -.-"
I think its because I feed too much ):

3.30 - DOTAed again -.-"
LOSE AGAIN -.-" wa... this time I really no mood le. ):
lols. I know why we keep losing, because I keep on random all unknown heroes (: lols.
And because theres a guy in our team who keeps on bootlicking clement -.-"

5.00 - DOTAed again -.-"
This time I think we won, but because its like 4 v 2 -.-"
So it's kind of unhonored valor (:

6.00 - DOTAed again I think this time is with Alex ( Clement's Friend )
Won that round, Actually don't even need me -.-"

7.00 - Dinnered (:
There was a great variety of food (:
Ate to my hearts content and went back in front of the computer -.-" ): ):

8.00 - DOTAed with Clement Ming jie and cousin (:
This time its in-house o.0
Means playing with people that we know (:

8.30 - The host, Alex, Pull pluged -.-"
I mean at least I think he pul plug ):

8.45 - DotAed again, This time ming jie Created (:
Well we lost this round, because I keep getting swapped by the vengeful spirit -.-"
Unlucky, Everytime I die, almost whole team will die, because they try to save me -.-"

9.45 - Bathed again (:
Refreshed and moiturized (:

10.30 - Bid mummy goodnights and went back in front of my computer -.-" ): ):
Talked emo stuff with Clement who is, at the moment, VERY EMO.
Well, I asked Gerald to entertain me too (:
Which he somewhat did, thanks.

11.30 - Ming Jie suddenly say "DOTA"
I shocked sia -.-" He first time ask me for dota,
Previously I always ask him, he will say "Don't want la"
Until I seriously coax him then ok de. ): ): ):
His Luna Own the opponent's team, whereas my EarthShaker also win (:

12.30 - DOTAed again, was remaked -.-"
This round I used Necrolyte --.-" ):
Seriously, that hero is like no use, or maybe I dunno how to use. ):
Ming Jie was Stealth Assasin, which he used, not quite up to standard, But playable (:
I left that round, since ming jie say he wan remake. But in the end I got Pang Sei-ed ): ):

1.32am NOW - Listening to Love in the Ice - DBSK
Having a slight headache and fever ): ):
Missing my past memories too much ):
Desiring to be someone's most prized possesion ):
I understand how busy you are. So I decided I will wait (:

♥ Photo of the Day ♥



Woots!!~~!!My Favourite Boy Band - TVXQ/DBSK (:
LOLs, What makes them charming?
Their Powerful Dance, Their Beautiful Voices, Their Looks, Their Kindness (Statistics)


♥ Special - Messenger Highlights ♥
Ctxr says - Sian, I emoing sia, I wan talk to her.......
Ctxr says - I said to her I am gaming now but actually I am blogging (10.37)

*Disclaimer - The above messages are what I think I recall, But its something like that de ^^

My Comments - !!@%@$@!~! YOU LIED TO HER -.-" YOU LOVE HER AND YOU LIED TO HER!!! SERIOUSLY, YOU NEED TO GET YOUR ACTIONS RIGHT. TO LOVE, NO EVEN BEFORE LOVING, THERE MUST BE MUTUAL TRUST!!! IF YOU LOVE HER, DON'T YOU THINK YOUR ACTIONS ARE A BIT CONTRADICTING YOUR EMOTIONS?

p.s. What will become of you after your examinations? ♥

LOVES ♥
♥ To All My Friends - Are Holidays that Boring?! I Adore You ♥
♥ To My Family And Small Family - See Ya all on 23rd Dec! (: I Miss You ♥
♥ To _You_ - No matter how bad you make me feel, I Love You~♥

Summary (:, ):, -.-", ♥
----> Smiles (: - 27
----> Sad Faces ): - 36
----> Diao Faces -.-" - 32
----> Loves ♥ - 29

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45mins for Blogging (: Really into it.
Just for Laughs TV Series IS FUNNY !!! (: HAHA serious
Tuesday 9.00pm channel 5
Well, I need to sleep le, My brain is going to stop functioning ):
I can't let my heart stop beating, because, every beat my heart makes, is the song of Love
I Love You~
For I am pursuing a remarkable feat (:
End of story for Today, Stay Tune for More (:

End of Chapter # 7

♥ Waiting for the Goddess to Descend ♥

DBSK - Jinwei (:

♥ Monday, October 27, 2008@1:38 AM
Chapter 6 - Does Love Weaver So Easily?
♥ Waiting for the Goddess to Descend ♥
♥ Love ♥ Love ♥ Love ♥
♥ Hugging in the Rain ♥

♥ My arms are here to protect you ♥
♥ I will make your heart again ♥
♥ Clear your mind ♥

Current mood -
Enlightened
Happy
Neutral
Emo
Sad
Terrible

♥ Quote of the Day - It's useless to wish for miracles, make them ♥
♥ Message of the Day - I've fallen for you, I can't escape you. Why do you seem to be so far away from my sight of vision? Because of the distant years? Of age? Or compatibility? You trapped me in your signs of Love ♥

~ A Day of Longing ~

10.00 - Woke up (:
Bathed and prepared for trip to my father's shop (:
Well, I took like 30mins to put in my contacts, which was an improvement -.-"

10.45 - Breakfast-ed , Cheese Prata (:
Styled my hair differently today, I find it more charming (: hahas
Didn't get a photo on it though ):
Nevermind I think I remember how it was made (:

11.15 - Packed my things (: Piano books and my Laptop for DotA later -.-"
Waited for my sister to finish breakfast ):
She's such a pig -.-" took so long to get up.
We were suppose to reach my father's shop at 12 -.-"

11.30 - MRT-ed towards Jurong East to take that line to City Hall ^^
Seriously Jammed with people -.-" nearly couldn't get a place to stand ):
And I got to smell someones armpit -.-" can you count that blissful? ):

12.30 - Reached father's shop at City Hall (:
Forgot to bring report book to show him ):
Erm well, he's working so I set up my laptop and played (:
At first I blog hopped then clement came -.-"

12.45 - Clement came and ask me for DotA -.-"
But just right on time, was getting bored (:
So DotAed, ):
Lost that round, because I randomed some crap hero ):

1.45 - DotAed again with Ming jie and Clement -.-"
MING JIE DCED!!! Due to his windows update -.-"
All of us also dced since he was the host ):

2.00 - Ming jie Remade the game (:
So we played,
I forgot the details -.-" and don't wanna remember for now ):

3.30 - Piano Lesson !!!! WEEEE (:
Well, went through exam pieces -.-" boring, can't I have something more interesting ?
Scales and Appregios everything was so easy I can close my eyes and play -.-"
Though Sight reading part a bit hard (:

4.30 - Back to my pops shop (:
I found a Song, Purple Line - DBSK ^^
PERFECT DANCE PERFECT HAIRSTYLE PERFECT SYNCHRONIZATION PERFECT VOICE!

5.00 - Learned the front part of purple line's dance (:
Was quite hard as the actions were like so quick -.-"
My father rested for a while.

6.00 - Left father shop with him and my sister for shopping!! (: hahas,
Well not exactly shopping, went to taka and shopped for books and clothes (:

7.00 - Went to food court and ate steaks (: hahas delicious ^^
While eating someone was diao-ing me across the the food court -.-"

8.00 - After dinner, went to Kinokuniya for books (: lols.
Theres something crappy that happened there (:
Well I was like standing and reading books at the New Age session and my sister was sitting on the floor beside me.
And there were like 4 guys beside us, they were checking out girls near the New Age session and said VERY LOUDLY - "Eh, that one not bad, nice legs, nice hair, nice eyes" blah blah blah -.-"
My sister totally freaked out, ran to my side and exclaimed -.-"
"Kor Kor, they very bian tai(perverted) let's go somewhere else for a moment"
I gave them a very diao look then, -
LOLs, very funny expression, i brought her few steps away and back again (:
The guys were gone though (: LOLs.

9.15 - Book store closed (:
Bought a long awaited book, BRISINGR (: Third book of Inheritance Trilogy (:
I can't wait to read it (:
My Sister siao de -.-" didn't know when she took up reading.
She bought 5 books of Artemis Fowl after she read the first book -.-" Which cause her $60
Actually quite cheap la, considering how much one individual book cost. (:
Anyway she going to work at my pops shop soon, I think I will too (:
Depending on the time frame (:

10.30 - HOMED (:
LOLs. going to lifeless again.
Took out my contact lens that were itching my eyes for the whole day ):
BATHED and moisturized (:

11.30 - DOTAe with Daniel with clement being observer (:
Well, I was planning to Lose, so i played half-heartedly ):
Er, but, they say got to end fast, so at around 10mins I started to become serious (:

12.30 - DotAed with cousin, clement and Ming jie (:
Won that round, although I was quite useless that round, Randomed wrong hero -.-"
My silencer totally Screwed up ):

2.25am NOW - Listening to Purple Line - DBSK (: ADDICTED
Going to read Brisingr (: can't wait
But my mind is wandering off to where my heart is, ):
Can't stop thinking of what is to happen to my Love life ):
Going to continue building my future until I am good enough for her (: -

♥ Photo of the Day ♥


Third Inheritance Trilogy (: Brisingr ^^ Can't WAIT
Stay tune (:
The author rocks - Christopher Paolini (:
Hope his writing career flourishes (:
I bet it will though ^^

p.s. The Sands Of The HourGlass Speaks For Everything, Let's See Who's Going To Protect Your Love In The End ♥

LOVES ♥
♥ To All My Friends - Enjoy your holidays! I Adore You ♥
♥ To My Family And Small Family - Eh Let's Enjoy Hainan Island! (: I Miss You ♥
♥ To _You_ - Your Smile Is Everything, I Love You ♥

Summary (:, ):, -.-", ♥
----> Smiles (: - 33
----> Sad Faces ): - 14
----> Diao Faces -.-" - 18
----< Loves ♥ - 27

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35 mins of Blogging (:
Looks like I am very into blogging Nowadays (:
Actually my posts are just typed just for me to read and have a laugh
But I thought it would be nice to share (:
My cells are screaming for me to sleep -.-"
I am tired of all this silence, can you break the silence or give me a signal on when to? Because I don't really know what you are thinking of ): But I will persevere.
For I am pursuing a remarkable feat (:
End of Story for Today, Stay Tune for More ^^

End of Chapter # 6

♥ Waiting for the Goddess to Descend ♥

DBSK - Jinwei (: